stories of a grrl

awesomity

2007-01-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

today is interesting. a trip to tm with dearest sis
and we saw a lot of people. started with khairul,
and i looked real uhmm dumb. okaay, then went
library to return and borrow books. and so,
liyana, sis friend saw us. but we didnt see her.
so yeah, went on to take the train to tm and i saw
roszian maam plus liana3N. okaaaay. then i saw
my relative. was like so shocked la. was too stressed
seeing so many people that i didnt notice him standing in
front of us. haha. then after that, helmi saw me.
gosh, i think sis and me were looking at our reflection.
and then sis saw hera&shahidah.
lol, then we saw syamimi and sis and they invited us
to take neos with them, thanks for the treat.
and i admit that i totally don't look good in neos.
i looked totally disfigured in one of the photos-___-"
no more neos for me man. digicam is love. haha.
and it feels so wierd that we're gg out with each other
with our sisters and even took neos.
haha, they get along well when designing them. lol,
quite funny. and the topic is none other than O level.

and lastly, we saw our cousins when we're at a very
pathetic state. we looked like drunkards sitting
in the Times store facing the glass window. it was
so shocking that they appeared waving to us at the
other side of the window. hahaa, funny.

and i really one that sleeveless tee!
eh the notebook is flashing in my mind.
roarr,

what a waste of three syllables

interesting day today-
humyrah<3

Running away

2007-01-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

aaaah, shucks. im gonna cry over my Amath test
i had in the morning. i forgot the formulas,
and i went panicking, and nearly burst into tears.
i really do not want to fail my first test.
sigghh, and to add on, i have like 3 tests next wk.
Bio, E math and physics. and chem on the following
friday. i nidda catch up during this weekend.

and so, i sorta go released at like 1.30 after
doing my punishment for that daaarn eng thing.
recopied the whole thg and she wants the word
'PENANCE' to be very big. ya okay. it was kinda
fun? lol, we fooled around and had to help her
mark everybody's worksheet. oh, and rach got
screamed at because she said 'hvnt write' instead
of hvnt written'. we were all shocked, as in those
who were sitting at the sms area, den she quickly
said 'hvnt written' and continued 'woah scary leh
you' to mrs tang. that was funny la. everybody
had a good laugh, including mrs tang herself.
cos it's like rach saying that to a teacher.
yaaa and i like swear, i wunt be late again.
hurhh, cos it's really a waste of my time and effort.

and danny called me and was like who who who?
i was like who what? i totally had no idea
what he was talking about. at first i thought
he was a female(no offence) and got the wrong no.
but then, he told me he was dan so i was like ok.
and he kept insisting that i texted him about
smthsmth he wanna know when i really did not.
and after he checked the text, it was another person.
i was like right okay. he was like getting soo
irritated when i kept telling him that i didnt know
what he was babbling about. SPARE ME.

my mind is in a horrible mess right now.
too much to think off. and those bloody
2 males are seriously blinded by their egos.
they've too much faults in themselves and yet,
they're belittling others. you're not that great
yourselves you know. there are always others
BETTER than you are. both of you really have
a low-class attitude. so dream on. i hope this
issue will get resolved soon.

what's left of me in you-

oh crap

2007-01-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

danggg. im so gonna reach school before 8.15 every
wednesday. thanks to those fcuken prefects who
booked us 5 min earlier than the late
time which causes unnecessary punishment.

photo-taking=whatever. i like the photographer
but i hate the women who collected the money.
scolded some of my classmates for wearing
fancy earrings. and yea, abt the 2 feelers and fringe.
surprisingly, she didnt ask me to do anything to mine.
ok cool,

oh yeah, i had to join malay scrabble competition when
i don't even know how to play it. greaaat. dryshoot was
fun. the Eugene thgy was so funny la. tsk3, nadia.

&& we ran 2 rounds around the school today.
it was super tiring. and my stamina dropped. hurhhhhhh.
even steven ran faster than me. yadayas.

there seems to be a gap in-between
each with your own ones
and i've to put on a stupid happy look.

i love syamimi

mourning monday

2007-01-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

ahhh man, a lot of hw to do.
but still, despite all those,
im still blogging. hahaa.
tomorrow have to bring a lot of stuffs
laaa including the thick dictionary
to carry. np uniform, not to forget.
but hooray, my sis is gonna accompany me
to school. and she'll help me carry the stuffs.
(:

photo-taking tomorrow! hmpph.
i hate individual photos.
and i can't smile la eesh.
i will never never never show
those photos man. NEVER!

AND MATHS IS KILLING ME. AAAAAAHHH.
seriously, fidah, me and elaine went
mad in class. goshes. so difficult laaa.
hopefully i wunt fail my maths this year.
please NO.

ANW GOOOOOOOO PURPLE HOUSE!
we rock. (i guess)

Enlightenment (yearning!)

2007-01-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey whores. today is indeed awesome.
we town-ed since we didnt meet yst.
ok, i love mimi a lot! ((:
i looove just now a lot. it's been ages
since i went out with mimi and free of sch stuffs.
but aww, ugh. her phone isn't with her.
and goshes, i saw those notebooks. ah daamn.
im gonna own those. next trip to topshop,
would be a great one. i hope. ahh, and forever 21's
clothes are like appearing in my mind. maaannn.
whateverwhatever!

all right,
till hear dear readers!
psp is love<33333

The perilous curse,

2007-01-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

well, im seriously pissed off. both of them really
plucked up my last nerve.

no language could express my anger. totally.
i felt like shouting at them both, but no,
i can't and besides i wldnt wna act like a bigfuck.
a trip to vivo just now, and the situation
was like so frustrating. what's it with them?
throwing tantrums and whatnot, walking behind
us. we ended up wasting time by going up and down
the escalator, trying to find her. this is getting
so childish. and so, we cldnt careless and did our own
window-shopping. at this frigging moment,
i saw a whole lot of stuffs that i wanted to buy since
i don't know when. i was really turned off at the thought
of it. i thought i could go and get today since we're
going out. but holy fuck la. we were also supposed to celebrate
sis's sweet 17. but everything was like messed up.
and i doubt we're gg out tmr with their foul moods.
even an eating place can cause problems. fuck.
back to my window-shopping, went to Zara, Topshop,
warehouse, forever 21 and some others. i saw
-fucken gorgeous dresses
-pretty shirts
-bottoms
-those one in a million notebooks
-sweater with hoodies
fuck i really want them now. NOW.
and it's bloody bloody irritating that i see all
these at the wrong time. just now was really a waste
of time ok. shld hv met up with mimi luh.
i miss mimi a lot!

ok dah, bye im PISSED.

wors and words

2007-01-12T19:06:00.000+08:00

it rained the whole day today.
couldn't help yawning & i lack
of fats. and tgif=DDD

a visit to dt just now.
was kinda lazy to fish the umbrella
out of my bag. so, the 5n2 girls
shared umbrellas with us. ahaha.
then there were too many people
sharing the umbrella and mimi decided
to sacrifice herself. me, being the kind
one lent her my umbrella. ahahaah((:
bimbo, at last i hv to take it out
and save all the trouble.
eh, but im sincere in lending
the umbrella. hahaa whatever.
DD saw me at dt and didnt say hi laaa.
he claimed to be shy. haha right,
he has never been shy luhhh.
oi DD i miss you. oh, yea im still
small and that bag is half of my size.
;DD

{i do feel lonely sometimes.}
{blablablablablablablabla.}

ok done, bye!

strip my mind

2007-01-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

im prepared to get a terrible score for chemistry refresher test,
goshes, it is so confusing and i got headache trying to figure
the answers. oh chem, u failed me.

i LOVELOVELOVE my pe teacher. though he is old, he is so
nice! he is like mr low, my dnt teacher last year. he asked
us to run around the parade sq. 4 times. we thought run ard the sch
for times and we were alrdy moaning and groaning. then he was like
so curious why we were moaning abt, and he said, 'you mean school uh?
no laaa only parade square. make sure u don't sprint and don't overtake.
ur muscles are not ready to take a heavy run. just jog slowly.'
hahaa WOWW. and he even provided us with exercise mats to do
pumpings. such COOLNESS. he pampered us a lot. BE JEALOUS.
and ms cai was like laughing cos we got him-___-" and least not you!

today is so colddddd. i cldnt concentrate and i feel like sleeping.
and again, im gna complain about maths! I DON'T UNDERSTD
GRAPHS. what more bio. im getting so stupid.

okay, after a month of not talking, finally we talked.
ohhh good friend, kinda miss him though.
i thought he had forgotten me alrdy.
turned out he didnt. ahahaha. ok craap.

farizah! u told joy that im a bimbo. im never that bimbo ok.
only ONCE. i miss you laa girl. ur sweets, pens, and all!
and ur huge adidas pink wallet. lol,

ok loveeee psp!

in search of a true friend

barbie, my love!

2007-01-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

im back here to blog. much apologies for not
blogging often.

for starters,
happy sweet seventeen to diana;
bestwishes for everything esp ur O's. a late present okay!
ohh and ur ageing. old luh. hahaa, and u can enter 17 magazine's
contests. ahah!
happy sweet fifteen to haziqah;
takecare girlfriend, all the best in everything that you do.
see ya ard someday! much loves,

ok im so happy cos i completed my maths hw w/o any problems.
what a satisfaction! im proud of myself, hahaa(:
secondly, i went home with mimi! finally, after a long time
since we're busy with our own things<333

assembly is really boring, i shall repeat it BORING.
i fell asleep throughout the elearning talk except
for those funny parts. hahaa, i cldnt believe i slept
cos i would force myself to stay awake no matter
how sleepy i am. and i didn't get caught for my hair.
or perhaps not yet. mr surin walked past me like nothing
at all. ok so cool. i hope i won't get caught. i'll lose
my face if i have to stand or get scolded.

aaah and tomorrow onwards, i have to reach sch at 7.10 which
is impossible for me cos i normally reach school at 7.15am.
like damnn. just now was a lucky escape for me cos 12 arrived
early, and so i reached at 7am. that's really a wow for me.
and so the rest who reached after 7.10 got scolded. yadayas.
uhmm. and they came up with a stupid rule to record the names
of those who come after 7.10. blearghhhhh. and there's vocab
morning wksht tmr! and mrs tang asked us to copy
i-don't-know-what 10 times for one mistake. wth la.
speaking of that, my malay and eng aft prog clash.
how cool yet uncool. and it's like tuesday! gah, the only
day i get released at 2.50. so i guess i'll be attending english
till 3.20. den 3.20 till 3.50 malay. but then, np starts at
3.30. so how is that? according to afifah, the cca time change
which is from 4-6am. but i doubt so-__-"
fidahlove, i need u sitting behind me tmr!

and our chairman now is theodoric. what a weird name. haha.
gosh, i admit that steven is really good and responsible.
but thenn, he has a bigger responsibility. so yeah, he has
to step down. and that theodoric like quite blur. hahaa,
but nvmlaa, i dunt mind.

okay, thats it for now.
im soooo tired/lethargic.
take care bloghoppers!

i think my barbie pencilcase is very pretty!
cheers;D

A fresh start,

2007-01-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

2007, hello.
it's been three days of school and im so beat.
with all the preparations for recruitment day
and studies plus homeworks, drove me mad.

oh well, lets start with 3rd jan, wednesday.
i freaked out when i got up from bed.
i cldnt believe that sch's gna start cos
ive yet to enjoy my holidays fully.
i've been burdened with homeworks, leaving
me with no days when im totally free of hw.
ok crap. so when i arrived at school, im actually quite
surprised cos im one of the last 5. i thought i was early
though-____-"ok bunch of kiasus. yadayas, my form teacher,
mrs dawn goh. i like her, cos she's all abt the
good stuffs. oh, and she pronounced my name correctly
unlike those tangled tongues that got me extremely pissed-.-
and she even remember my name w/o me telling her during
attendance-taking on the following days.
and english, really got me up in the head.
it's like back to sec1 eng lesson or even literature
lesson though her eng is superb. i just hate her
for being cantankerous, and too demanding.
english is scary!bigtime! im so pressurized.
recess is the best. it's the only thing i'm looking
forward to cos im gna meet mimi somewhere near girls' toilet
to talk. and malay is BORING. i can doze off anytime.

thursday, 4th jan
nothing much happened during curriculum hours.
after school, straight away proceed to canteen
with the intention to eat of course, but
the goddamn stalls were closed. so i had bread instead
for the whole of yesterday during school. the only proper meals
i had for these 3 days are at night, mum's cooking.
starvation kills, tsk3 i pity myself, i can't go on like this
seriously. im not gonna grow at all, and i'll look so weak when
i alrdy am. so had np training after that. practised fancy drills
since we forgot most of the things.

friday, 5th jan
im so stressed up with maths cos i dunt get it.
irritating laaa! and this is only E maths.
tsssssk. hurhhhhhh. plus my science practical,
im starting to worry because i dun really
know the right way of lighting up the bunsen burner.
reason being, i was too dependent on my partner
during my lower sec science classes. yeah, my fault.
and there'll be a practical exam coming up in july.
long yet soon. today is also recruitment day,
i helped out with the tentage. unfortunately, i got my
stuffs wrong, and i went to tie the twine to the wrong peg.
ugh whatever, i hate campcraft. and im one of those in the
campcraft committee. i can only handle twines, my lashings
sucks especially diagonal. no way will i touch spars,!
then it was cheers. this year ain't that fun cos the sec2s
arent that enthu as much as us last year! ours was great!
and it's like supersoft laa the volume. hahaa, up next
we did our fancy and standard. standard was fine i guess,
but i totally forget my drills. fancy, gosh the cd screwed
up. and it was the sway part, considered to be the nicest
oart of the drill. i panicked for awhile cos i thought we're
gna do w/o music till the end. thank God, this isn't drill com.
so all our sway movements got mixed up, but we were fine after that.
barnie, thats what they're interested at, young lil kiddos.
so join npcc! okay, and my mom sound me about np alrdy.
she said im spending too much time on np instead of studies
and told me not to slack, in that scary tone. ok,
i do not wanna slack! shit luh, and there'll be saturday trngs often.
goddd, when am i gna study?! rahhhhhhh.

okay till then, im off.
goodnight sweetchumps.
i love mimi!

galore,

2006-12-31T11:19:00.000+08:00

oh hey.

yesterday's games day was mediocre.
reached early to scorpion my girl's hair.
i love my slanted scorpion, it's soo nice
and im the only one with that, ahah, thx ML.
and i guess, my hand's were all numb.
yadayas. started the games day with briefing and all.
fortunately, HSC netball team made it.
we attained the gold medal, 3 cheers. thrashed
those schools. first match with siglap was
soo irritating. all the cursings&swearings from them.
wtf, but hell la. we won okay. not exactly me but
my teammates who played, good job people!
and that roti girl-_____-" suchanannoyingbell.
so, they were like ganging up against us.
unfortunately, we weren't affected. so ur efforts
didnt pay off im afraid.

congrats to soccer team who managed to clinch
the 2nd position. HAHA. im proud of you.
scrabble too, syafiq and ivan(: good jobbb.
and to the captain-ballers and basketballers,
you guys did great too! thumbs up!

here's a picture with aikha(:

and shahidah's birthday bash was cancelled.
i really pity those who had it all planned.
and am just wondering why mr teng went off
early w/o telling us? siggghh. cos the cake
was in the staffroom's fridge and the staffrm
was locked. soo, we're gna celebrate it on
wednesday instead. hope it'll turn out well.
many many apologies to leroy for squirting the
ondeh-ondeh filling. hehe, pardon my clumsiness.

anw happy new year's eve and im not in the least
bit happy here since school's gonna reopen soon.
and im sooo not excited. hw's frigging incomplete,
im having a sinking feeling. i wonder who my teachers
gonna be, plus will my classmates be those joker types?
gawd. tmr's gna be the 1st jan, and the following 2nd
and then 3rd. noooo. and i've yet to think of my new year's
resolution. perhaps, more self-esteem, self-tolerance?
self-confidence too. better grades for exams, and all
good stuffs. and uhm trying to forget the bad, and keep
the good with me. i need lady luck on my side for 2007! ughhh,
and mimi aint feeling well. she's down with fever
and she'll puke when she eat smth? takecare dear!!
ur gonna be fine,

i love my chinese gfs((:
i need a true gf.
guess i'll end here tonight.
i looooooove mimi,
take care!<333333

condemn it all

2006-12-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

i shall blog a 'happy' post today before the depressing
one comes on thursday.

oh man, one load of my mind. and im real glad
that im done with cyberganda. i did it anyhow
though but with ain's help. thanks a lot girl!(:
im super proud and happy for getting over
that dopeshit project that has been a big burden on me.
anw, feel free to ask for help. i'll try my best.
ooer, im so nice, haha.

i know this is kinda late but who cares, happy
late christmas. HOHOHO! any presents from
santa?

anw, i had my hair cut. i superLOVE my hairdresser.
cos she cut my hair nicer that i expected it to be.
haha. she even helped me waxed it and give tips.
lol, i know it is lame but hell, i like this kinda workers(:
new year, new look.

went out with mimi today. it's been long since we
went out together. crapped along the way and i
felt waterproof lol, i love you! smoooooches,
it was freezingly cold and i was chattering the whole time.
congrats humyrah for wasting your effort on bringing
a sweater. speaking of that, i would like a new sweater
pretty please. and not to mention, quality hair wax,
feminine dresses/any lovely dresses/funky bracelets/
earstuds/more&more shirts/pierrecardin bra/BELT/
esprit socks/skirts. HINTHINT, christmas presents.
lol, belated ones i dunt mind. hahaaa, oh humyrah,
ur friends don't bother to spend huge bucks on you.
forget about the idea and just dream on. hahaah

oh roar, im not looking forward to thursday.
you know the reason assholes. yes it is netball.
even that word pisses me off till the very last bit.
but oh fuck, the frigging ball is with me and therefore,
i have to come. seriously, im totally turned off at
the thought of it. it is just ME(in case they're illiterates
bloghopping here) not being okay with it, not anybody
else. sorry teammates. i dunt click with netball.
pretty obvious, but i'll try la, hopefully?
oh God.

and im super disappointed with a fucking old shemale.
damn, she really is hopeless and doesnt even care about
things that revolves around her. specifically her own __.
okay, im deeply angry. she is like a beast. i seriously
ashamed of how wonderfool her attitude is. God, show
her the light seriously. she need to get her ass off the bed
now. all she does is sleeep? get a life.

i want my 'bf' to have a hairstyle and personality like epuuul!
and syahdad and mr pretty boy. ouhhh pretty man! they're
drop dead good-looking males. haha, i want a mix-blooded bf la.
i want him to be true and sincere with his words. and not any of those
sweet nothings or the ones that get tired of you less than a month being
in a relationship. okaaay, i love babies, cute lil babies! recent wedding
dinner, i saw adorable lil baby cousins/toddler. iyesha, ryan&siblings,
syira junior, zikri&tiqah, paupau(lol, what a nickname!), rey han adams
ok idk how to spell his name, ah and MORE. this wedding is really blessed
with cute people! lol, and mr pretty boy smiled at me a lot of times la!
and he BOO-ed me. so cute laaaaaa(: BE JEALOUS OKAY, THANK YOU.

okay apparently, people say i dunt smile much and i looked arrogant.
well actually my smile is too nice la and you've to pay me if you wanna
see my beautiful smile. a dimple each cost ur life. so if u dunt pay me,
u wunt get to see my prettyful smile. HAHAAH, lol, was just trying
to satisfy myself . so i have to smile a lot now. (:(:(:but i dunoe how to
smile properly laaa. like eeeesssshhhh. so blinding. gaaaahhhh.

oklah, im starting my crap again, so i'll go off for now.
heart my honeys!(:(:
(get it im smiling!)
i love psp. (=

keep the frown on my face,

2006-12-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

i know i shouldn't have posted the previous
entry. i regretted posting the damn thing
and i would rather keep all of it to myself.
it's better off that way. thanks for the
tags/messages, appreciated very much.
i know myself well, not too worry.
oh and i typed all this not to seek attention,
but if you think i am, there's always a choice
of closing this window. i don't do things
to impress people.

till then,
i'm off.

SORE

2006-12-20T19:01:00.002+08:00

im really crushed up inside.
bleagh i dunoe why.
i feel so empty.

netball is one of the reasons.
im not helping the team at all.
i seriously suck at ball games.
im really pathetic at it and it's not that
im lazy to catch the ball, it's because
i know i can't catch it no matter what.
im putting the team at a disadvantage
and i really envy those who played well,
at least they can catch/defend.
this is just not my thing, ugh.
so i'm sorry if the team loses because of me.
and please, do not comment on this or ask me
anything about it. im feeling down enough
and am not looking forward to any trainings.
you can tell it through my expression during trainings.
now, bugger off.

today and the next and the next spell INCREDIBLE.

2006-12-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
im back, back here in singapore.
i know you guys miss me, yeahh;D

okay, as usual, typical us went shopping.
i bought shirts, apparently clothes and they're
to be shared with mum and elder sis.
whoohoo i dun mind cos im topping my wardrobe
with branded shirts! haha, okaay.
well sis is obsessed with leopard print stuffs and
so we got this leopard print shirt from Mango.
yayy, it's beautiful. i got myself a school bag.
i love it so much, hahaa. ooh i bought for leroy
a bodyglove shirt as his birthday present
since he bought me many many rochers.
he liked it, he is happy and so am i. hahaa
so yeah, i owe him a big one. i bought a shirt
for mimi too, but okay it's like not quite suitable.
but i like the design. uhmmmmmmmm.

and hey, im HAPPY. because i got scholarship award.
im really really HAPPY. and fairuz would be getting one
too. yay, last year, both of us got bursary award and we
sat next to each other. funny la, and we made friends
with siglapians. LOL. oh well, i pray that i'd get one next
year, and the following years. im HAPPY too cos,
mimi made it. she passed her N's. but she's in for a tough decision.
sec5 or ite. according to the teachers, ite is better.
but i feel it's quite dumb. they're encouraging them to go ite.
which means failing is better some sort? nahh i dunoe.
it's up to the individuals. bestwishes girl, i support ur decision.
as long as u passed, im happy enough(=
and im proud of this girl, i dunoe who, she managed to be one
of the top students in Singapore. *applauds*

i talked to syafiq. haha funny. i poured whatever im supposed
to say abt myself. he asked me why i looked stress early this morning.
so i gave him a paragraph answer. told him what i feel and all.
and those critics on me. well not exactly critics, casual yet irritating
remarks about me. so i was going on and on. rattling on, giving him
bedtime stories. lol, i found a joy in it. i dunoe why this topic came out.
about appearance/looks/body. feel free to read it.

' people out there like to pass remarks of me being thin and all,
like stick, being ugly, flat and whatever not in a sarcastic way sometimes.
i let it go but no, sometimes, it is too annoying hearing it. well, this is life.
even if i am ugly, i didnt even bother them a single bit. i didnt ask them for
money for plastic surgeries or making fake breasts or asking them to feed me
with expensive meals everyday. well no, i do not. i'm thankful enough i've a
perfect face and im not anorexic. and at least i've a curve here, and not totally
flat la. well, at least it balances with my small body. and u expect me to have 2
bombs on my chest? like yoo, think. pardon my french, fuck you.
im not even underweight for sweet mother's sake.
ive an acceptable weight. at least, i dunt go around squandering money to have
face shapes and all and i came across a person who is thinner and much taller
than me. so im really grateful. im HAPPY with my small size. im happy,
yeah. i do. because i have what most people dunt and what most people want.
i can eat to my heart's content without worrying about growing fat.
i dunt need to do dieting and all like what most people does or starving
myself. or keep complaining that they had eaten much, or stuffs like 'i'm
growing fat. i need to diet.' noo, i dunt. so you see, im happy with myself.
well, models are skinny too you know. but they're gorgeous. so what
have you got to say? no offence, well i've nothing against you guys, but just
saying what i feel. i like my body. never it is yours, of course, scram off.
be jealous all you want. and you know what? i feel pretty.
and so what if i do? hey, cmon i mean it's natural for us to feel that way to
boost our self confidence. '

and he agreed i sounded a bit bitchy. hahaaha. well, what i said is true,
we should have personal confidence and dunt listen to what others say.
.............and we talked about other stuffs like netball. why? why? and why?
so he somehow got a bit of understanding about me.

plus my mind is flooded with hw stuffs. im soo stressed up. cyberganda
project has been fucking my hw load. it's not getting anywhere la,
it's asking too much from us. advertising stuffs, i know they provided
us with the url's but no, it's not helping me at all. plus other written homeworks.
and im gonna rush from netball to ws mcdonalds this wed to finish up my
written hw. oh, misery. you love me so much,

i love my psp so much, mwuaaaah.
hopefully we'll meet again next year.
till next time dear readers,

002

2006-12-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

some camp photos

im with weikang's ronaldinho pillow=D GO BRASIL!

tired faces,

this pic looks a bit fake. i looked like i have only one nose hole. heh

{street netball is so not me! in fact, sports. it is so tough
plus tiring. the weather is extremely killing me. tsk3. }

awesome october

2006-12-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

i found this from somewhere,
and this is what it says about october babies(=

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making
friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not
care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely
the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

i do agree that i love to chat and gets angry often!

paranormal oh scary

2006-12-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

oh my god.
i've never ever in my life experienced any strange encounters
with paranormal stuffs. and now i did, but thank God, i was
unconscious. i was dead to the world, pheew. i must really
thank wahidah for not breathing a word about it. i really can't
believe it, it was that near? that was such a major luck that it
didn't harm any of us. read wahidah's blog for more info,
entry dated 05 december 06, Day 3, last para.
okay enough about it, it's giving me the creeps.

i hate adults who are irresponsible
i hate adults who depend too much on others, even their children
i hate adults who simply slog the day away
i hate adults who leave all, yes all, the house chores to others
i hate adults who doesn't give LOVE, care and concern
i hate adults who are plain lazy
i hate adults who leave all their problems for others to solve
i hate adults who are too ashamed to make known a fact
i hate adults who doesn't give opportunity for their child to voice out
i hate adults who are immature in their thinking
i hate adults who have a wrong mindset, terribly upside-down
i hate adults who are ashamed to ask for help when in desperate needs
i hate adults who doesn't talk sensible things
i hate adults who couldn't careless
i hate adults who rake up ancient stuffs which are meant to be forgotten
i pity my beloved. you made life hard for them.
you messed things up, not knowing how to clear them back.
you gave attitude and expect others to settle your mess.
well, with all due respect to your plain laziness that unnecessary
problems occured. i salute that cos you definitely deserve it.
i feel lke screaming my lungs out hearing this sort of things.
but i controlled myself. if i were that rude, i'd have long
ticked you off. i'd have given you a shock of your life. and
this is worse than your feeling ashamed over him. i wouldn't
spare you any embarassment/humiliation. i wouldn't just mention
those only, other words will come spilling off from my mouth.
i can be that direct if you wanna know. i shudder at the thought
of both your existence. im really sick of this, why can't you accept
the way he is? love and not being ashamed is the cure to everything.
why are you pushing responsibilities to others? it's fucking yours.
and please, ur old enough to think using your brain and not your butt.
stop being so annoying, stop acting like you are one carefree person.
you are goddamn selfish you know that. this is really getting out of
hand. day by day, you are getting worst just because of that old grunt
is protecting you. im so ashamed for the both of you. you really need
a brainwash. i feel like getting rid of you little specks of dust.
i must say that u lack many virtues.

make it big,

2006-12-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

SHOUT OUT TO FREEDOM!
im back in the internet world.
and so here i am, blogging about some recent stuffs.
it's gonna be long, my summary skill sucks, so bear with it.

29th November, farewell night
we were told to come to school early for the preparation
and oh god, the decoration stuffs was really put off till
the very last minute. so we rushed through everything,
girls blew the balloons, guys helped out with the chairs
and benches. after that, proceeded to the hall to put up
the decors. okay, we were kinda dumb cos we blew the balloons
at the foyer instead of the hall which required us to do extra
job. we had to take every balloons up to the hall. many of
them burst as a result. haha, okay, den we did the hanging stuffs,
thats kinda fun la. girls were quite pissed off as the guys didnt
help us paint the stars. and it was already 12noon. they were busy
with that annoying 'tiffany' thg. rigght.

girls got ready at nadia's house. haha, very fun. i love Sara.
i should say that she is really into make-up and glittery stuffs
and she is only 7 years of age. haha cool.

the farewell night was quite dry and boring. too little performances
and the CIs and those higher rankings came quite late for it. so yeaah.
i was totally nervous but im gonna forget everything i did on stage=D
goshh. zhaireel looked very smart. adzfar too. haha. jessica was gorgeous.
and plus, thanks to those for THAT pic, yah THAT pic. okay, the bursting
of balloons was sooo unexpected. ugggh man, so embarrassing plus what they
said on the microphone-.- ahh well, heres the pictures.

30th Nov - 3rd Dec
camp! yes camp, i was allocated to Brazil with Weikang and Michelle as the
leaders. the starting was already horrible. my dear groupmate, Adzfar,
fainted cause the briefing was quite long perhaps. so yeah, he went home.
i was really shocked plus stunned. it was really scary and he was unconscious
for minutes. den in the later part of the day, my dear nicckybutt cried as
he had stomachpains. my first time seeing nic in that condition, we panicked,
hell yeah of course. he hleped us with a lot of stuffs. the worst thing that
could happen, Brazil was left with 4 members. we also shifted our belongings
from the tents to classrooms cos most of the tents snapped unexpectedly.
scary much, but we enjoyed the nights in classroom. was quite pissed off
with sec ones except for a handful, no offence but yeah,
man, they're quite pampered and annoying. complain everytime.
like shut the hell up will you? this is like the most un-tough camp we had
so far, so be thankful. be prepared for next year's camp, i wanna give you
a proper npcc camp. goddd. quit complaining, quit sulking, quit screaming,
quit grumbling, quit homesick-ing. the biggest joke ever, ur like so RUDE,
and at last ur the one having homesick and cried. HAHAHA. and some who
took forever to bathe, not considering others who waited like fools.
righhht. watched movie, amazing race-d at orchard. ouh and sana course was
fun, i LOVE my mates. ahha, dunmanites are cool. the sec 3s i mean, milo
and sean. bravo 1 and 2 rocks=D talked to Hus, hehe, fun! after a long time,
and er, aikha, sorry uh, ur like with ur friends, so didnt wna disturb ya.
soo, campfire kinda lame, but i like the shirt though there's typo.
thats about it laa,
OKAY DONE,

MIMI CAME! hooray, i miss you aloooooooooooooot.
i love you.
shall blog tomorrow,
till then goodnight.

disco spells sex

2006-11-27T01:54:00.000+08:00

what an awesome day today.
new dress, leggings and lingerie at bugis/jurong point.
aaaaah, i love the dress soo much. thanks sis.
im super tired man.

i want that purple pumps
i want dresses
i want Topshop shirts
i want Mango clothes
i want Zara stuffs
i want lingerie from Pierre Cardin
i want a new watch from Guess
i want Esprit shirts
i want a make-up kit
i want that GOLD! bag
i want leggings
i want stuff from accessorize shop
i want calf pants
i want MORE skirts
i want cute earrings
i want clips
i want liquid eyeliner
i want a new sweater!
i want barbie dolls
i want bratz
i want YOUUUU
.................................GOING WRONG

aaah and yes, Meg, from now on,
*laughs*

i miss my honeybunch!
i miss mimi<33333

glorify the smile,

2006-11-25T10:37:00.000+08:00

im kinda busy with npcc farewell night preparation lately.
the audition for farewell turned out fine and fun.
the first audition was kinda lame cos sec1s wasnt that prepared
plus syafiq's group hadn't planned anythg. so only ours and
xing fen's kinda prepared. but the second audition was better,
obviously, after opinions from the seniors. soo, now, there'll
be 4 groups singing. grrrrh. ours, syafiq's(KPO! lol), sec3s and sec 1s.
there'll be no dance performance and all, haah okay since i read
from a blog that the choreographer gave excuses for each training.
so yeah, LAME. if she hadn't been that selfish, at least there'll be
a dance performance to enjoy. soo, we hv another skit performance
from sec1s. so yay, at least a skit.

i think ours as in ours+syafiq's grp combine will be kinda emo.
lol, emo is not me, but yeah, hello emo. there'll be banners,.
and so on la. we planned to do sec2s combine performance
whereby the whole squad will participate BUT SINCE, some selfish
people, didnt come, so everything cancelled. if they came for
that training, i think we wld hv prepared everything nicely, the stuffs
we planned to use was SUPERCOOL OKAY. FREAK LAA ASSHOLES.
plus we wldnt hv exploded. daaamn squadmates. so much for being one.
so much for planning, so much for wasting my phonebills on
selfish people. sec 2squad is getting from bad to worst.
the POP thgy dunt wna come, den now dunt even wna participate in
the performance. we're the ones planning, u just hv to get ur butt here
and do it. too difficult is it? we're the ones having a hard time, while u
guys hving such easy time since we're the one cracking our heads
inside-out for a combined performance. seriously man, stop giving me
daamn stupid excuses, save that for someone stupider than you. i wunt
fall for any of your shitstuffs get it? but now, we decided to hv the combine
again. and it's up to them to participate, we cldnt careless. even yi hsiang
came, that is really a shame on you selfish idiots out there. yay, im
proud of yi hsiang(= he came even if its a last minute call.

and the gifts are wow, hhaa.
had so much fun time spending money away like as if we're some rich
people. well, lets just hope they'll like it especially shahidah.

hahaa, i cant wait for farewell night cos i wanna see people dress up!
weweeeets!((= hahaha.

mimi! i cant wait to see you(=
ilu!

though it hurts in your heart

2006-11-21T09:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH TO SYAMIMI(22nd Nov)
HAPPY 14TH TO FAIRUZ(23rd Nov)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!(24th Nov)

after a few days of not blogging, finally found the mood/time
to blog.

holyschemoly, i really really really have no idea of what to wear
for farewell. sister's been tellin me to wear that dress but to me
it is too much on royalty since *screams* farewell theme has
been changed to smart and casual! dannngggggggggggg.
okaay perhaps, a skirt and top. BUT WHAT TOP?!
oh yeah, the audition went fine i guess. but in the middle of it,
farina and me had to go to fairuz's house to get the disc since
the other one that we brought wasnt properly burned.
the sec ones, surprisingly, only 1 skit performance. cos i thought
they have dancers in their squad eg. effika&zhaireel. oh well,
i guess there are not gonna be any dance performance at all?
since most of us, suddenly into singing. even some of the sec 3s
singing, not to mention us(duh) they said ours emotional.
lol, okaaay. and i've no idea what to say about insertnamehere 's
group. at least they put up something. so thumbs up!
okay, this friday the 24th have another audition plus the following
day, a saturday have normal training. yeah training.

the chalet was fine. typical shahidah&zai making lame jokes
but funny ones. it was really good to see the sec 4s again though
i felt kinda awkward. the somersault thing was funny plus other
stuffs, cant be described. amanda didnt even notice i was there.
haahah. okay, i thought she saw me cos when she came in, she was
looking at me. hahaa lamelame. anddd in the bus to go home. i sat
at the back, corner2 la. like omg. suddenly aiman&gang went into
the bus. they saw me and they were like ' eh humyrah! hello! kau
amcm? baek? ...................................................................................... '
that was fucken loud la. then they sat next to me plus in front of me
on the long chair? okay whatever it is. i was like cornered and
surrounded by them. so effing awkward, yeaa, but we talked
of course. and finally, they alighted. i felt soooo relieved.

i love you psp.

hellogoodbye

2006-11-16T07:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 14TH TO LILIAN(15th Nov)
HAPPY 14TH TO FARIZAH(16th Nov)
HAPPY 14TH TO RAFIDAH(17th Nov)

kayaking:
it was fun but believe me, it was tiring during the second day.
capsizing was scary at first, but it went fine after trying.
i hate the part when salt water enters my nose/mouth.
rescuing was tough for me, the kayak was superheavy and i
didnt do much. heh. not enough energy and my hand cant reach
the boat to help you guys(nyz&jihan) so yeahh, sorry.
the single kayak never failed to turn me round and round.
wanted to go forward, trying to catch up with the fast ones but
instead i went round and round in circles, with great thanks to
the wind that made it worse. hehe. but i enjoyed it(=
okay so everyone passed cept for those who didnt turn up,
and i got a scratch on my arm, didnt even realize it.
i hate polkadots on my skin!

finally.. a new cellphone & a pair of levis jeans! hoooray(=
sorry girl, didnt meet you. wanted to, but couldnt.
ouh and finally my girls got a job after a long time=D

ahhhhhhhh. np camp has been extended to one day later!
which means from 30th nov all the way to 3rd dec-.-
and like 29th is farewell night, equates to 5 days of npcc.
okaaaaaay. and guys! what are we gna do?! a few more
days and we hvnt start on anythg. big sorry to sec 4
seniors if what we're gna put up aint up to ur expectation.
but i like this year's theme: Royalty
like cool, so grand for the sec 4s and passing out CIs.

and danggg, homework, homework yeah. it's calling me.

HW:

English
2 book reviews
Comprehension
2 newspaper articles
grammar package
cyberganda project( like wth is it & i understand nuts through the notes given!)

Maths
3 papers

Malay
karangan
project work

Humanities
geography project
social studies assignment

i hope thats about it!
life is miserable, we all know that.
i miss you honeybunches!

...............GOING WRONG

ramblings

2006-11-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

okay, thats it. my days with heels and traditional clothes are finally over.
it marks the end of legpains/blisters/effing hotness/long walks/
goshh, i didnt know how i could stand 3 days straight of jalan raya.
pictures, im lazy to update. so forget about it laa. haha.
akif's bro is tres cute! and he is sucha nice brother laa. his mom is
coooool. ONE HOT PICTURE, JIHAN HASNT SENT ME YET.
THE RED-BROWN-BLACK-CLOTHES COUPLE. haha.
ohh and faris complimented my hair! hahaa, thankss, i miss you too luh.
and fat bum is nice la but sometimes disgusting. hehe.

those days with my psp were fun times. i love it, yes i do.
thanks for spending precious time with me, thanks for ur
present and the cute purplelizzy note((= it isnt ugly, really.
like you said, make something using your own effort, though
it isnt beautiful enough, means wayyyyy more than buying smth.
so it is the thought that counts. i love you.

&so.. everything ends that way. so much for the chances i gave.
so much for everything. thanks a lot, thanks for treating me like
a piece of rubbish ready to be thrown in the rubbish dump,
ready to be spat at, ready to be stepped at. you even gave it away.
really, you had no idea how i felt. you really had fun taking me
for a ride huh? wonderful, i applaud you. im sick of you, really.

goodbye beloved friends

2006-11-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

yes, we received our class postings today.
i got into 3E1 and will be taking geography next year.

im super sad. im feeling sooo blue. my girls will be going
to different classes except for fidah. we're like officially separated.
farina will be in 3e5. jihan and nabz 3e4. it is like unbelievable.
you know i hate separating. FARINA, my close friend, my
going-to-school and going-home partner. now, you wont even
be in front of me nor behind me and worststill, not even in the
same line. how can this be!? i'll only meet you during npcc,
break time and maybe if you take 359 and wait for me after school.
sighh, kim and farizah will be joining you. i wunt even meet them anymore
besides break time.

FARIZAH, my partner, both for eng and malay lesson. how im gowna miss ur
bimboticness. ur pink stuffs. ur comb, ur mirror, ur pens! izah, my love.
and i WILL remember the birdshit thgy as well as the talks we had during
lessons, you drawing on my hand. i really miss that.

JIHAN, my fashionista. and the one who critic me the MOST. yes, you
and your nerd thhingy. but i dunt mind, (= hehe, thanks for ur sweet
writing about us on ur blog, thats super sweet la okay. i'll miss you cursing people,
your fab stuffs, ur changing of bags everytime. ur everythg! and nabz, i'll miss you
a lot tooooooooooooo man. too much to say alrdy.
i love us 5.

hey, no more akif. mannn. sometimes, he is really nice. no more joker in class?
my sec 1 partner, who HAD the same height as me. funny! no more SK.
no more leroy, no more 2E1. 2E1 IS THE COOLEST BUNCH OF KIDS.
you guys are the light of my life. i will treasure the 8th of NOVEMBER.
damn, i really need a class gathering. im feeling effing down.

mimi, i love you, you brighten up my day. my hands still smell of you!(=
i will remember whatever happened okay girl? u were so sweeet.
kisses to you!

i love you people a lot. i really do, modified from hayani's msn personal
message. " i'll hang on to the memories as hard as i'll ever can, i'll do more
than my utmost. " i seriously have no idea how i'll survive my remaining
hsc journey w/o you people. uhhhh, farewell people

i give my heart to you♥

loves and misses,

2006-11-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

some dates to remember,

3rd Nov: result of class2007
6th and 7th nov: park viewans rayer outing
8th nov: 2e1 rayer outing
13th and 14th nov: kayaking course
16th nov: sana course
25th nov: npcc training/might be flying off to HongKong
29th nov: farewell night for the cool dudes/dudettes
30thnov-2dec: npcc annual camp

okay, im a busy woman. hahaa, not as bad as last year.
but i guess, there'll be more trainings to come as well as
preparation for 2007 drill competition and 2006 games day.
im super tired laaa, and im kind of not looking forward to
any trainings due to some reasons. shan't elaborate.

so, yesterday's outing with npcc cliques was superfun(:
wonderful stories. nudges to fairuz and siti and to farina,
for that interesting fact which i've long guessed. heh, ((=
oh and syafiq's the only guy, haaha. good thing you werent
embarrassed going out with us girls. right? okay we ended
around say, 10 plus when we started at 11am. gosh, tell
us we're like super oldmaids hanging around at people's hs
for too long. ishkkk. and thanks syafiq, your house is wayyy
far from the bus stop. lol, lucky the rain kinda stopped.
the rest of the girls were like running barefooted into the
180++ block for shelter, while myself, walked in the rain
slumberly with him (as long as i dunt fall). yeah, speaking
of falling, the stairs near siti's house is tooo small or is it
narrow, ok whatever it is, i nearly fell. even small feet
like mine cant fit ya know. so it's time to get the stairs
renovated-.- so at night, after going to my house, we went
to the 3/359 busstop when prcs-ian, coralites and hsc-ian
collided. ahaha! funny, didnt really know why. but such coolness.
emma's mother is cooooool. anw here's a picture of us in my house.

other pictures to be updated soon once i got them from
beloved jihan and fairuz. ((=

to mimi: golly, im extremely sorry about yesterday.
i feel so bad uhh. sorry to james too. and yeah mimi,
we're really not fated to meet each other coincidentally.
even when ur sooooo near my house yesterday? is it?
haah siggghhhh. i really5 hope to see you around some day.
miss you laaa psp(=

tomorrow, i'll meet the 2e1 mates! yaaayy! i miss you
guys man. i'll miss each and every lil things about each
one of you((= too much exaggeration, haah. oh well.
1E1'05 AND 2E1'06 RAWKS, RAWK MORE THAN
YOU DO.

till here mochafreaks, im off now.
i miss you lovely people<333

hey sweetfucks(:

2006-10-30T09:36:00.000+08:00

okay. blogger is really getting on my nerves.
it is suffering from severe mood swings lately-.-

aniways, yesterday was a happy eating day.
stomach-filling foods which was yummmy.
and i want that berry tropical kuih,!!
there were adorable babies*SMILES*
i adore lil babies like how i love shopping(:
i wanna be an old nanny with 33 1yearold
babies! ooh and i want cats too! i want 34 cats(:

oh and yes to this lil CUTE boy over at tampines,
HAPPY 5TH YEAR SYUKRI.
its fifth kan kak yan?*chuckles*
ur so cute, baby! haha

hey i found this ancient photo! my primary one year.

okay heres the survey,

1. Are you single, taken or crushing?
*single, baby*

2. Are you happy with your life now?
*well quite,*

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love
with him fast?
*i doubt so unless he is really cute/good-looking?!*

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
*yes, too sad a memory*

5. Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating
love is acceptable?
*i dunt agree so*

6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
*obviously not! cheaters are losers, scram off*

7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
*yes, too many people in fact. mom, sis, mimi, farina&&..*

8. Do you want children?
*yes!! i want cute lil babies with chubby cheeks and dimples!*

9. How many?
*33! -chuckles- reality talk, around 2 or 3*

10. Would you consider adoption?
*well, if i cant, that is*

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the
best way to let you know her/his feelings?
*do some research first? haha, actually, just tell me, i dunt
harm people*

12. Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
*if the guy is committed and if there's chemistry*

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you n your ex did?
*you invaders!*

14. Do you believe in love at the first sight?
*not really, but they do exist*

15. Are you romantic?
*up to you to decide, im only romantic to certain people?*

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
*NOWP. simply because a person will change unless he/she wants
to even though you try very hard to help him/her*

17. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
*no, i dunt give chances!(:*

18. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
*Currently,not.*

19. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone
but you messed it up?
*sadly, yes*

20. Have you ever broke a heart?
*yes, dunt question too much*

21. If one day your best friend falls in love with the
boy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
*reminiscing? feeling those that shld be felt and later,
ask the guy to decide*

22. Are you missing someone right now?
*yes! my friends and my PSP!

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to
let them know.
1)Elsa
2)Lilian
3)Farina
4)Kim
5)&&those who wants to do it (:

anyhoos, take note people,
1st november(wed)- jalan rayer with 2E1
8th november(wed)- with npcc

6th(mon) and 7th(tues) with parkviewans,
hafiz, lets just hope this time ur plan works ok?

okay i miss you children! i miss mimi too!
smooches,

greetings to all.

2006-10-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday was so much fun, and awesomely HOT. enjoyed myself,
ate my heart out. haha, well not really laa. the food was HEAVENLY GOOD.
all those traditional foods(duh), kuehs and brownies. yummy. ok we didnt
only eat(heh..?), asked for forgiveness and took pictures. we didnt take proper
and many pictures. like snap here, snap there and wooosh. DONE. we didnt take
pic with dad's side! im sooooooooo pissed cos my hands were lazy enough to grab
the digicam. yat&gang were like busy taking candid shots and they took so many
of sis and me unexpectedly. but i didnt smile to any. HAHA. and i love baby zikri,
ure CUTE. hot dimples, hot cheeks, hot chin, hot body(?)!
okay enough talk, let the pictures do the talking.

style sisters

us promoting the garden(HAHA!)

diana&humyrah

kissing her cheeks once in a blue moon

family=love

d&h

them=D

ZIKRI CUTEY!

look at his cheeks and chin!

ok done thats it for the pictures=/

&&so today, received report slip. got 4th in class and 9th in level.
and im having a tough time choosing the class i wanna go to. not boasting
or what, but im scared to go to 3E1. and tell me geography or history?!?!?
im confused. show me the cure please.

happy or sad or pissed?

2006-10-24T09:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 14TH TO MYSELF=D (23rd Oct)
HAPPY 13TH SALAMAHAFIFI(24th Oct)
HAPPY 16TH HAZIYAH!(25th Oct)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS.

i would like to give thanks to those who wished me!
gazillion thanks, thanks for the presents. thanks, thanks and thanks.
farizah's card is pretty! ahahah, creative. thanks girly. and ive unexpected
bdae wishes from ervina and some others. woww. greatly shocked.
thanks mimi for staying up at 12 to wish me. i love you candycanes!
smoooches!

current mood: PISSED.
damn you assholes, im full of hatred towards you.
biased towards me and her or rather us.
i hate you, i wont forgive you, never would i. u made
this hari rayer sucks, in fact all the hari rayers. i HATE you.
wow, i suppose im totally dumb. to think i'd be jealous
over your love. oh my god. thats was when i was small, when i was stupid.
so cut it you dumbfcuks. you love them more than us,
not even caring for us, all you do is pretend. shitzers.
but hell, we can see through that. not that i care abt ur love,
but hey, im soo fooled man. biased shit i hate you fuckass.
you dunoe how hurt it feels okay. all of you are just the same.
you may take that gift back. i dunt want it. not even caring
about us, our bdaes. u know shit about us. all you know is them.
them, them, them. but its okay, i have other better loved ones
ok. sorry no offence, but at least we have the brains even though
to you, we have no looks. you people are just pretenders, so dengki
that we have more. cumer nk tumpang je. you made use of us fools.
i wunt forgive you that u did that to ---. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU

oh candycanes i love you!

2006-10-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

greetings to world. yes salute me, im updating now.
too much things happened in times of not blogging.
hahaa, effing lazy to blog.

so first things first. i'll list down my ugly marks for you people.
english- shant tell you. its too low and i know u got higher than me
so cut it.
maths paper 1: 34/50
maths paper 2: 30/50
malay paper 1: 49/70
malay paper 2: 56/80
chemistry: 31.5/40
biology: 30.5/40
physics: 33.5/40
geography: 64.5/80
history: 43/65
literature: 51.5/80(not sure)
yeah, need not comment on my marks. it is super disappointing. too many
carelessness.

buke with candycanes were fun time. first day, it was such humorous times
with all those burpings and all. our mountain fries werent finished eaten.
tsk2. took pictures, we conquered ws macs. tsk3. we were the loudest there.
and we saw this lil indian boy whom we teased that he was the one who was lost
during the hai carnival. haha, jihan said that loud and there was his father behind
us. we laughed a lot till we were full. 2nd day, undesirable things happened.
shant elaborate. perhaps, it was too much of her? God knows. bought food. and hey,
surprisingly, there was MIMI. ahahah=DDDDD ate with her, *smiles*
thats a surprise man. and oh on monday went to bank with her. such coolness.
returned the diary and off to home.

post exam activities were kinda boring. the camp was ohmygod. i think i should
thank cikgu siti for organizing the malay programme. thank God. appeared that
i was wrong, totally wrong. ahaha. paisey2. tskkk. ishh, heard that they had to hold
frogs on the 2nd day. they even had to play relay with the froggies?! like nutheads.
phewwww much, im safe at the malay programme. typical adwyna screamed and
cried. irritating, letme have some peace? haha. DARUL'S CLOUD NINE RAWKS.
cindy was funny, but i like her attitude and all. friendly and humble. cldnt help
keeping track of the time when i was there. cldnt wait to get outta the place! gosh.

so next day, we're off for the malay programme. first was the music thgy with
nuradee. yes people, its nuradee, nuradee. haaha. they're fun people! they are
humble for rich people. i enjoyed the session with them. next was batik painting.
the cnadle was scary. i didnt wna spend hari raya with scalded hands. nearly
dropped the 'canting' filled with hot wax on to my cloth as well as hands. pheww.
it was fun colouring the thg. but the person just had to rush us. and so i didnt care,
and just drip any colours, mix them onto the cloth. and this was how it ended like.

then off to east coast park. making poems. izah's poem got selected
and nuradee made it into a song. how shall i put it. uhmm, tune it somehow.
yeah, it was super nice!

then dikir barat part. omfg. cant imagine myself doing dikir barat. cos i hate
it before and kinda enjoyed it that time. lol. must be because of certain people
who made me hate dikir. -.- GROUP A RAWK BABEY. nicer than group B, everybody
agrees. ((= ahahah. OURS HAVE ORIGINALITY, get it lil kiddos? ours groovy, so what if they're dikir barat people there? -.- ours better. and EKA, U RAwk too. the instructor,
cldnt help laughing hearing him talk, like ina said, his language is ONE IN A MILLION.
lol. yes and so, played with the sand, took pic with cikgu and then went back school.

today's activity quite fun laa. did the music concert. yeaaa. the percussion
workshop was cooooooool. had a time of my life there, playing drums like a mad soul.
i paisey-ed myself enough alrdy. but i enjoyed. ahaha. save my face somebody! i hit
the drums anyhow, and struck the cymbals. vent my anger sort of? hahaa. FUNNN.
thats what inexperienced people do. hahaa. fun laaa, and ina said, it almost made her deaf. awww too bad. played the things lik thrice since some of the guys were gays. cikgu was like laughing at me. everybody looked at me, and laughed. haha. shocked. rachel, we love you! ur sooo talented. hehe, and 2e1 will win so shut everybody. and there's this dance group like OMG. eewww. i only like effika and leona. the rest can go and die. syafarah what sia, forget all her steps. HAHAHA. eew. imitation mickey wna act bitchy there, and trying to show off her boobies and pussy there. like ugly laa, u maggi-haired girl. tangkap jambu seh everyone there cept for those 2 mentioned. soo, screw the rest.

i miss you. you missed me too right? haaha lame. okay toodles, done with my novel.

2006-10-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

7th heaven!

2006-10-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
slmt rayer =DD whoopsydooo. my apologies, im in the mood to
hari raya right now! i cnt concentrate on mugging and seriously,
im in the rayer mood hooorahhh.

it all started from yesterday though. mum and dad decided to make
a trip to Ikea to purchase furnitures and some other essentials to
add on the decor. the siblings stayed at home to mug, duh. and so,
mum and dad decided to go geylang instead to shop for clothes since
it was already late. and they didnt tell us that they're going to geylang!
how fascinating. mum called my hp to say that there're beautiful kebaya's
and asked if i want them. DUH. i want but some other times since i didnt
follow. sis and me were sooo pissed. then they went home with their stuffs.
nyeahhs. then after that, as planned went to buke at my cousin's and then
aft awhile, pestered mum and dad to go geylang=DD and so we did.
reached there ard 8.30. went ard RH and all &&&& within 45 min, we bought
4 bajus already. im sooooo happy. SHOPPING EQUATES TO LOVE.
the best part is, mum, sis and me can share all the bajus. isnt that great? plus the
whole closet of clothes in my room. suddenly, i have a loooooooooooooooot of baju
to wear plus sister's gorgeous clothes that i can fit=PP as well as the tempah ones.
i just need to pick and choose. life is great. so the next trip to geylang would be
for daddy's and syira's. im so contented. so we got home and instead of studying,
we tried on the clothes, old clothes, berangan and talked for hours. i was supposed
to sleep but thanks to mum who was constantly asking me to try on the clothes and
sis grievances about not being able to wear contacts if her eyes is still sore during
rayer.

i need three other things and my life is set off for rayer=D

and that is Lord&Berry's(unsure of the spelling) natural-look pink lipstick,
a new handbag thats pretty as well as a pair of contact lenses. goshh i cant wait.

2 PAPERS TO GO AND GOODBYE EXAMS! im supposed to be studying, no?
argghhh, i wanna rayer now and find my stuffs!

omg, is this reality or what? why does good things last for only awhile instead of
forever? like just now, in the morning, that few minutes, was most probably the
last time i would see her? are you sure? i cant believe it, no? 2 years past that fast?
or perhaps 1 and a half year since i knew her. yes, i do agree that time doesn't wait
for anyone but this is super unfair. WHAT?! im really shocked, mixture of emotions.
sad, unhappy, angry? noo. i dunoe. oh God, im not believing this. im soooooooo
gonna miss you badly. yes, BADLY. heartwrenching, thats what i feel. =/
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. ur just my everything. hugs&kisses for you.

psst: iyesha was well-behaved and innocent just now. im soo dumbfounded.
due to that, we played with her. awwwww. she is sooo sweet and cute
if she is well-behaved=D

haze-oh-haze

2006-10-08T11:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday's atmosphere was quite bad. very bad, in fact.
the PSI index was quite high too. cldnt breathe properly.
it was killing me, super thick, like could it get any worst?
looked out of the window only to see blurred vision of
everythg. i felt like i was eating haze during buke. cos the
haze kinda got into my house which was super disgusting.
knock knock, stop burning stuffs, global warming, ozone
depletion will get worse ok. geographical indeed. as
the saying goes ' save the Earth. ' so anyhoodles, its clearing
up now. lets pray it will.

&&& tmr would be lit. sighh. i cldnt get anythg into my head
despite reading it. i dozed off a few times while reading. hehe.
so after this, shall memorise the idioms and vocab. and lets
just look through maths again. maths is really pissing me off.
just hope that i'll get at least 50. oh prettyplease. sigghhhhh.

& zizi! def its not me laa. i dunt do such things. was bloghopping
at urs and was so shocked to see ur taggy. i was like WHAAAT?!
i dunt have any connections with those initials. aiyoo. you, the one
who is guilty(ooops!) go tell her laaa. =DD

oh pretty terrible

2006-10-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

wooosh. im gonna update. yeahh update abt this whole week.
sucha long time since i updated. soo for starters, its the exam week.
hell yeah. 8 papers down, 3 more to go.

eng paper 1 was horrible.
i totally had no idea of what to write about. so i chose
'the misunderstanding' which im very sure that i wld fail or smth.
then the letter of complaint, danggg. i didnt write the date, so format
minus marks. and i had to idea to whom im writing to. i know its the
newspaper but what.. to manager? newspaper agency? okay dopeshit.
then its history. dammmn. i totally had no idea on how to do the SBQ.
so like ard 20 marks disappear into thin air. other than SBQ, its fine i guess?
then, here came malay paper 1. that was fine. plenty of time. i slept but that
chinese teacher woke me up. -.- my story was typical but i love the
language. heheeheh. then its the eng paper 2. summary like wth. i dun
understd nuts. yeah. geography was pathetic as usual. memorised like
hell but nuts came out. tell me she soooo hv a black heart. she nvr give us
revision list, unlike some other classes that even got maths hints. our
class knew shit la okay. whats it with 2e1 teachers? malay paper2 damn
tricky, science, i dun wish to elaborate. im expecting a 20/40 for each paper.
im supersad laa. MATHS PAPER 2 IS THE WORST OF ALL. tell me
im gna get a single digit. seriously, i dunoe how to do all cept for qn 1.
humyrah, ur sooo dead. cmon lets dig my grave. and that yacking gay freak
contributed the most to my distraction during maths paper. he scolded
us because we're studying? holy schemoly.
home ec, wow, i got 80/100. potential home ec student? hahhh-.-
i really wna change my home ec marks to maths. dear God, please me.

and soo. i got to know that one of my pri sch juniors suffered a weird illness.
most probably because she accidentally stepped on the chinese redish thg on
the grasses. i pity her a lot uhh. and i used not to like her because she mixed
with people i do not like, those minahs. cause her batch is known to hv the
most minahs laa. alamak guilty laa. according to fairuz, she is a nice girl if she
doesnt mix with those hooligans. yeah so she is a pretty la, but now her face
changed a lot due to the medicine she has to take. that medicine makes
her grow damn thin but at the same time, the doc gave her a medicine so that
she'll grow fat,then one of her eyes is blind. omg, seriously, i really pity her.
den at the same time, yesterday, we had to pray for this guy, named isaac from
sec 4. suffered from cancer and is currently on chemotheraphy. sighhhhh.
feel so sad and sympathetic for them. he even had to go through 0 level with
his condition. God bless you.

and im soooo shocked. i dunoe what im feeling actually. after like 2 years or so
we didnt meet. now we catch the same bus to sch. no wonder i hvnt seen you
since last year. its like you, take the early bus?! HAHAA. i cnt face u laa really.
im like so dumbfounded. and of all days, when i'd be having comprehension
and maths exam. damnnnn. i know u feel nothing laa okay with that i-dunoe-you
look on ur face. goshh, drift off laaa. go take other buses. -.-

i felt and kinda feeling so sad. i was like happily going home yst only to find out
that my dearest wasnt feeling fine cause of me. im really sorryfor i was ignorant
towards you. *guilty conscience* i shldnt hv said bye like that. i didnt know my
tone was kinda cold or smth or like i-dunt-care-about-you. im sorry. goshhh.
im realy sorry cos u actually waited for me aft art and i was like super unappreciative
by saying bye. SORRRRRY dearest sis. but hurt laa. ur words really punched me man.
when u told me not to care abt u anymore and that u've a feeling i do not care abt you.
*ouch!!!!* i know its my fault laa, budden i reallyyyyyyyyyy care and love you.
i feel really bad seh. but i wassssssssss and am so happy to see you just nowww.
although u might not see/feel it. but i was really happy=DD

mugging disorder

2006-09-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

im supposed to study! but here i am blogging. i dunt know why.
its like siggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. boringboringboring lahhh.
nobody is gna sms me. thats one thing. another is, there's no
fcuking smses in there cos ALL hv been deleted since i
thought its gna be confiscated&&&&that she will read it.
so hell yeah, its too annoying. even if there's no one
to sms me, at least or the very least, i thought i cld just
glance and read my old smses. at least it wld still be
fine and i wld smile. *frownss* theres totally nothing inside.
ohmygoshh. my life's empty. yayyyy. today i see ms pretty(=
let me ask u smth. why are you sooooo nice to me? touched laa!
hurray. its been such longg time since i last saw you?
hahah thought i wldnt since i didnt see ur shadow in the
canteen. that will cause more misery laaa okay.
so i found out, u wanted to play hide and seek with me. lol.
eyhhh. heaps of luck to you and others taking ur N's next week.
though this luck wunt help you at all, still, i wna wish u people
goooodluck. so now, everybody, come on, lets study!

i love you wonderful angels!

flabbergasted.

2006-09-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

hello angels and demons.
today was kinda fun at school. i dunt know why. oh maybe
its cause i see my darlings. really emphasise on it.
physics was kinda annoying cos its not well-explained.
but i was amused by the stories she told us.
then its history, confessions of the manic hispanics.
i know very well that i wunt ace sbq section. so goodluck
with it. maths, yes finally i understood that confusing indices
thing. hey then it was home ec. goshhh, fist time in my life,
i enjoyed mrs choo's lesson. only in times like this that she
will not be such a pain. she was quite nice, amazingly.
awwwww, really, she was SUPERNICE. especially after we
said thank you to her. then she said we're sucha nice class
to teach.. =DD we baked this bread-fruitcake-like thing.
it was yummy. and she made for us mooncakes!
tell us she was supernice. but my place, near the sink there,
was infected by slow-walking ants. hahaha. how fascinating.
dead, rotting ants underneath the chopping board. yucks.
and today is bubble tea day again. my last time drinking it
before i fast tomorrow. hopefully!

here's a love note
to my good friend anonymous,

goshhh. did i just smell jealousy here? aww. apparently someone
out there cudnt accept the reality of me having such wondeful
friends or "perhaps me being the so-called 'it girl' in sch..?"
sadded much. what do you mean 'chill out babe'? that's supposedly
meant for you, i reckon. you're just grieving over your life deluded
of soulmates. good gracious, lets hope God will bless your soul and
bless you with many friends all right? anyhoodles, if my blog or rather
post entries doesnt make any sense to you, are u blind or smth to notice
the 'X' on top? i suggest you get your eyes checked and even better,
get a pair of glasses ok? deprived case i suppose?

anw heres one from my sis. well, see. not only do i have friends,
but also a sister who is sooo concerned and caring. =DD

"funny, as i recall, your comments are just too
contradistinctive! etc. have you got any balls or sth, since you don't effin
have the guts to reveal yourself? or if you're an effin female, don't you at
least have tits to show how 'magnanimous' you are by giving such 'fearful'
comments? HAH, pure ironic."

ok sweetpies, thats all for now.
i miss you psp(=

2006-09-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

i didnt screw physics! 3 cheers for me. despite not understanding
the chapter on sound fully. managed to get a 46. i cldnt believe it.
cos it seemed tooo impossible. and and what an accomplishment.
i won adwyna! well, wldnt ya wna clap for me? ok ignore that.
today was super boring/annoying i dunoe why. maybe cos of that
or perhaps this? sighh. mrs choo was sooooooooooooooooooooooo
noisy. well, thats typical of her. the home ec test was crap laaa.
three essay qns. one of which my ans was only a few lines long and
i actually brainstormed the ans there. its abt the functions of water.
bio stuffs came off my head. okay whatever den after sch, went ws
to buy bubble tea. heh. okay goodnight!

am doomed, i know

2006-09-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

olleh. hello laaa.
im super sad today. need you ask why..? who would wanna tell you.
sighhh. i cldnt help crying today. locked myself in the room since
i got home and only came out like just now ard 9 to watch spore idol
which had long started. damnnn. im so gna catch the encore telecast.
sister was supernice(= at least that cheered me somehow. my eyes
are all sore right now after all those cryings. the only thing i did was
studied home ec and Pe. den i slept. it really killed my appetite and
the whole day, i only ate dinner, some frutips and the biscuits nuan2
bought. oh thank you so much, speaking of the biscuit, fidah again,
woww, thats secretive much? never experienced this in my school
journey. as in really. its embarrassing, duh cos we're not that open
with the guys. yupss. fancy you weighing those biscuits. ahaha, cldnt
help laughing. okay back to the sad mode. nowp, i wunt smile.
and and Hady Mirza won. my beloved guy won! ohh yay.
but im not that happy though. lucky that jon L nvr win. cos he super
suck up to that dickhead laa. he wasnt himself, he was so talkative.
please laaaa. just shut ur ass up. ur irritating me to the bones la ok.
u ninnytoots. okayyy, that is enough. gooo hadyyyyyyyyyyy!
im sooooo missing my dear sweetypie. *HUGS* hugs and kisses to all.
bye fuckers, im gna sleep now.

Crisis on the cross,

2006-09-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

i didnt expect my literature marks to be higher than geog and history.
woww, im greatly amazed. and its A1 okay but history and geog as much
as i expect for an A2, got a b3 instead which was 67 for both. uhmm.
okay enough about that.

currently disgusted by mr fat bum. seriously, i cant stand him. get off
my back laa okay. well farizah, thanks for that HORRIFYING news.
im utterly disgusted. how can that be? NOOOOO. ur kidding im sure.
the thought of it turns me off. yesterday, he offered to help me get up
when he had caused me to be flat on the ground. and stop poking me.
GO AWAY. UR SCARY OKAY. and apparently, im annoyed with another
one. whats with u demanding people? I wish I could throw you my most
derisive look and let you know my contempt towards yourself. im sorry but
i really am irritated. you need to be in the known that u shldnt depend
on others too much. its not that im not sincere or what but it is always like
this. and whenever its not up to ur expectation, u wld throw us that look
or sometimes uw ld go on saying that its ugly. be thankful my dear one

okay and hey, another lame thing thats going around. whats with that
two-faces and backstabbing all about..? it takes two person to lie,
the person who lie, of course and the other who believes the lie.
so all the best laa okay?

oh and farina is the best laaa. our problems with certain people, well, sucks
right? fun laaa tadi dlm music room. feel so much better after saying it man.
seriously, i detest their type of thinking. who are they to label people?
screw them for that laa.

let's crash,

2006-09-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

well, what's done cannot be undone. got my history result and it was even
more disappointing than geography. received the class photos which was
supposed to be given out long time ago. so its kinda ancient.
some people were pretty funny in the photos that gave me
a tummyache after laughing heartily with farizah. oh girl, u spotted those
minor2 stuffs. hahaa, but abt HER, i really cldnt stand it laaaa. ur so mean!
and josha, we laughed even before you told us about it. hahaaaa, we were
the first to laugh la okay. sk witnessed it all. hahaaa. *giggles*
and again, supposed to receive our report book today but
we didnt cos the principal wanted to see it. yea quite a disappointment for
malay result cos 2e4 girls said the highest is only 74 which is nadia. no A1.
sadded. which means i got even lower la. this CT result is totally beyond
expectation. sighh. and yeah haziyah, $100000? uhmm,

oh pretty terrible

2006-09-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

for starters, nowp farina, im telling you again its not play station portable.
nothing near that. ur instinct is super wrong. hahaa! and nowp, haziyah, not
please syamimi please. hahaa this is getting more interesting listening to
weird things but i still enjoy it though!

so today, received maths. somberly somber. got 30 outta 50. sigh, but still,
considered okay since i left a lot blank and weird fraction answers. hoping
that fids and nabz are feeling okay now. and to jihan and farina too. okay
and everybodyboobledoo. and to someone or sometwo, u dun nidda whisper
or whatever silly craps u tried to do okay. though u knew mine, im not as bad
as to invade that privacy of urs. its fine with me if u dun wna tell me, let it be.
such a repugnant thg. im not that bothered la okay.

training was such a pain in the ass just now. life is sweet. So fuck it to those who's
making pathetic attempts to ruin it, good luck with it sweet chumps. though i
was really pissed in the brain. what a world, filled with unjust people. oh hell.
i dunt give two fucks abt it though i am right now. its just annoying me. maybe
u were suffering from severe pms(pardon me for saying that cos im not in the right
mind.) or perhaps irritated with me cos i lacked of initiative. ive never had initiative
people and hey i tried to volunteer and all just now and was trying to be supernice
to you (which was unlike me, so u shld feel honoured) but u simply gave me that
kinda face. sorry but i dunt know why im irritated by you today. and kudos to my
strong legs that managed to survive a marathon just now. its breaking and cracking
apart i tell ya. and to whoever that kinda steal the socks which u wunt need it in any
ways. sucha dumb thief i guess. kudos to you people, for my blueblack knees and
so much for initiative trying to lead a fucken cheer when that selfish one and ALL
u fucktards didnt even repeat after me. u pieces of dumbshits. im tired of getting
pumped or punished okay. theres too much punishment going ard today. my skin
is not meant for being tortured u balls.

oh psp, u cheered me up laa! <333333333333333

STRESS MODE:ON.

2006-09-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

literature, what a start for the day. sigh. she still hasn't returned us
our test wayy back from last term. okay, like any other normal lit lesson,
typical mrs thang just went on and on with the story. mind you it was
sleepy. next was physics, and we had a relief teacher cos ms chua didnt come.
that was something.

we had 4 periods straight of Ms Faten. that was because there was no assembly
due to prelims. how i suffered in there. so during eng, we received 4 papers
back. yay at least i didnt screw bio, hoorah! i got 42 outta 50. okay then compre,
i DIDN'T FAIL. i got 31 and a half over 50. phewwwww. next is compo. ahh, no
matter how hard i try to produce a good story, i just cant and i would just get an
unsatisfying mark which is equivalent to dumbfcuk. i got 17 and a half over 30.
emo-screamo. okay then, it's the grammar test. i screwed this one duh. ohh, i shan't
type out this one cos its just too embarrassing. nearly forget, geo was hell.
i screwed this one too with a 34 outta 50. i hate it laaa. dammmnnn. geo,
down the drain. was expecting a 40 or 39 at the very least. ok well, i need to study
more. yupp. okay malay lesson is horrible. that teacher is kinda funny but lame.
i dunoe whether i'll survive his lesson. holy-schemoly

oh yes, i know i wasnt very nice just now to talk about the mosturizer thgy.
but farina and fidah, man u guys had to spoil it all. *smacks!* i wasnt referring
to her only okay, as much as i do. fine, i know im not tactful. i know im super-mean.
but i cant stand it laa. well, because i was annoyed with her posts and all talking
about the same thing over and over again. okay now im being sucha nice person to
say that its not as bad as one of our juniors. oh well, i'll try to be supernice now.

oh i miss my psp! hey farina, still wondering what psp is? nyaahahaha.
figure it out urself. and certainly, its not play station portable -__-

In the HAPPY state of mind,

2006-09-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

hello wonderful people.
just now, made a visit to fee's. met her and amirah at the void deck.
then, we chatted and looking at some lunatics shouting and screaming
for Hady when he wasnt even there. well, okayy. im a fan of Hady but
not his real-big-lunatic fan. gosh, sporeans are crazy people, dunt u agree
so? okay we went to the bus stop and waited for the guys who were slow.
sembahyang jumaat lah tu. right. finally those doods came. wow, what a
drastic change in height. asyraf, as tall and clown-like face as always.
hafiz, wow, u gave me a shock of my life. ur DARNN tall. adri, hey dood,
ur supposed to be shorter than me okay?! but nvm, ur still as timid as ever.
faris, man u too have grown. and woah, dah maju nmpk, no more nerd-oh-specs.
ohhh and one more, ADIB, my good friend. HAHAHA. thanks for the souvenir
yeah. cldnt help laughing with amirah! lol. okay so ate brownies and golly,
i was so full. and really guys, we have some catching up to do. im left way behind.
ok so amirah's mum got pregnant, and i didnt know. syahirah shifted house.
and what else? oh yeah, the guys arent with ilyas anymore. catfights i suppose.
LOL. ok so we planned for rayer outing. so hectic man. amirah still hvnt change,
still as loud as always. lol. ohh then, we went to siglap, just nice for the interview
or so session. wow, when the gates opened, the crowd dashed in. tsk3. ohh,
i met the siglap npcc crew sec 2 and 3 and also their maam. -__-.
saw syafiq and sharifah. u waved. yay! ahaha. ok then we took photos of hady
and off he went. faris and hafiz funny sia were like imitating those minahs
shouting. we were like exactly in front of that bus and he waved to us, ONLY. LOL.
oh we rawk super big time. hahaa to u guys who were inside.

then at geylang. *LAUGHS*. my cuz funny la. it was kinda oily inside the arnold's
and she was like' mak. licin seh. bleh buat michael jackson nyer joget.' hahaa.
yadaayadaa. we got bored and we went into shop and save and camwhored.
LOL. thats was hell funny. we went to a place where there's nobody.
we were trying to promote those noodles, detergents stuffs. then got someone
walked pass and we were paisey so we immediately threw them on the shelf and ran.
all went different way man. lol. then again, we went to the kotex corner. i was about
to snap a pic with sis and cuz when 2 malay guys walked pass and again, we threw
the kotex on the shelf and ran. hahaa paisey siah. and finally, off we went home.
i miss you my psp. *winks* and hey it turned out FUN unexpectedly. take care
gorgeous lil ones. i love u!

pretty survey

2006-09-08T11:23:00.000+08:00

do you envy somebody this very moment?
yes those who have unique-but-nice clothes
Can you tell whether a person is lying or not?
perhaps
Who/What is tattooed on your mind?
biuret solution is a mixture of sodium hydroxide and copper sulphate
Ever had chicken pox?
itchy2 scratchy2 up and down my backywacky.
yup, see those marks on my body
Do you have a friend who's pretty?
ohh too many pretty ones
Do you have a lot of bestfriends?
well, pretty little i guess?
Do you cry when you get low grades?
after all those muggings, yes. i'm sucha cryduck you see
Who freaks you out the most?
my parents?
Who is your brother?
ive no brother you see. care to be mine?
Are you in love right now?
am i?
Is he/she in love with you too?
etc etc
If you could rewind time, at what moment would you go back to?
times when i'm small and cute & when there's no mugging required
Who is your biggest enemy?
creepy crawlies
Is there somebody that hates you?
well how abt 2 people? & they're the daughters of Mr J
Have you experienced having a fight with the person you have feelings for?
uhmm, i guess so
Do you torture other people?
i guess so cause ive sucha hot temper
Which do you like better coke or pepsi?
smoothies; the best.
What are you looking forward to?
to getting good results for streaming. i hope so *cross fingers*
What do you hate most?
when my phone decided to take a nap in the middle of a conversation
Do you think that time stops when you finally see the love of your life?
bwoy i guess so
Do you express your feelings openly?
i'm rather shy you see, so
What do you dislike in a girl/boy?
definitely ego
Who's your crush?
etc etc
Have you loved someone?
yes of course, please be specific
Is it possible for you to fall in love with an older man/woman?
a few years older, perhaps around 3 years, beyond that, no thanks
Eh younger?
no and never will
How hard is a break-up?
what d'you think? wanna try?
Are you a heartbreaker?
up to you to decide.
What do you do after a break-up?
writing unsent letters, reminiscing etc etc
Do you swear never to fall in love again?
no! i wouldn't wanna end up as an old maid. thats scary,

pasquinade is love

2006-09-06T12:40:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings. yst went johor. kinda fun. my sisters and i were playing a
lame game den there were 2 other malaysian kidds looking and laughing
at us. in the end, they played the game too. hahaa, we're promoters of lame
games. lol. i saw anna sui's stuffs. lovely! bought printed tees, and some
unique, western type pots for mummy's mini garden outside. =D
then decided to go to mummy's old bestie's house. we got lost like dunoe
how many times. den finally reached her hs at 7plus. lol. then, aunt imah was
like storytelling abt their past. damn funny la. we laughed like hell. they did
weird and funny stuffs then suddenly, my dad came into the picture, HAHAAH.
shant elaborate here. her daughters and son all pretty-pretty, cute-cute and
chinese looking just like her. lol. i wna go there again. =DD

ohh and congrats to syafiq for getting the best male camper! yayy!
its not so bad afterall. congrats again. uhmm, oh and yeah, krissy,
all the best to you yeah? i didnt know u left spore alrdy. u rawk pretty
girl, uve been sucha wonderful friend all the way from primary sch.
i miss my PSP a lot!!!! take care of ur nose okayyy! tsk3, must
drink plenty of water, listen to Dr. Humyrah=DD

my replies for the taggys.

to jihan- i did change a lot, esp by my way of typing stuffs. gosh im so
embarrassed. i didnt gossip that much okehh! please mann!
to elsa- haha thanks for the compliment. u, ferosya, amirah, lilian
etc etc are way prettier girl. lol. so ur going ferosya's hs?
to nabila- hey thanks girly. yeahh keep our fingers crossed. heaps
of luck for urs!
to mimi- hahaa nvm laaaaaaa dear! paisey laaa, 2 is a lot la okayh.
yeah hakim's accent is too much lol. shhhh. sorry hakim.
ilu lil prettyfunkycutie chic. ur such a ravishing beauty!
to farina- yes THAT farhan, ur 2n2 farhan. lol. update lah ni.
kau lagi la update! dongdong.
to Haziyah- hahaa my cousin is wayyyyyyyyy prettier and cuter than me.
but i cant beat her naughtiness and playfulness. lol.
yeah, i love the bunnies!
to Nuan Ting- hey nuan nuan. yeah lovely rabbits. lol chill ah, at least
ur maths is fantabulous okay. lol.
heaps of luck for you laa, thumbs up!

If looks could kill,

2006-09-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

here are some pics with my lil playful cousin,
Iyesha and her rabbits, Snowy and Bunny.

edited by the nerd

2006-09-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

heyhoha=D

today is boring. really, i swear.

anyhoos, i guess my days are numbered.

my english is horrible, no kidd bugs.

furthermore, im lagging behind in my other

subjects. my malay is going down the drain.

my maths is already in the drain, dunked with

mud and pollutants. my humanities are bullshit.

oh goshhh. i really need an intensive revision this

holiday. i really, really wanna go to a good class.

and not to home ec/dnt class. thats a nightmare,

hooligans. the worst is a change of stream.

i wunt live, i tell ya. exaggeration much, oh well.

note to self, i'm not insane. im just concern.

and guess what muggers, im not even mugging,

im busy editing pathetic ugly-danny pics when its

not even gonna come out for exams.

oh dear God, please help me, i need some faith,

confidence and a temper-controller(patience) etc etc.

yup, i really do. im trying to practice some self-control

here, its effing hard, i may not get by.

but i will try, i will try. ive such an evil temper,

i realize that. my weakness. and one day, this

is gonna bring me down; losing everything if

i wunt try to change it. fights and arguments,

i believe its all because of my evil temper.

okay, im beginning to bullshitting stuffs.

sighs, i'm gna drop the subject.

so long and goodbye loved ones.

Flee the scene,

2006-09-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

from humyrah to world: HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWHHH.
teacher's day was a stomach-filling day and sucha gloomy, cooling day overall.
firstly, we went to class cause it rained. and we didnt get to do the aces day
workout. hoorahhh! we spent our time talking and they were like talking abt
eng compre. dammmnnn. one girl, one boy failed. please God, not me! i really
really am scared cause i know very well my compre sucks. then, the FUN part-
the CONCERT! heaps of joy and laughter i had with jihan and izah. izah ur
a bimbotic girl. a very bimbotic one. but u rawk laa! hehee. first performance
from LG. quite okay and fathin was very cute and he looked as though he wasnt
even doing anythg cause his strumming wasnt obvious. he reminded me of
faiz siglap which i met at interchange this morn. sombong freak. but anw,
fathin cuter so watever faiz. den aft that got quiz and my psp so hyper, jumping
ard answering question. haaha. got others performed and
SHAHIDAH SUHAIMY,
YOU RAWK! U WERE GREAT, GORGEOUS AND WOW-WONDERFUL
im so impressed=D the best performance la! GIRL POWER. yeahh.
love you BMW! okay then got cake-cutting. and that buck-ness(according to jihan)
was staring at jihan and me. woww such a sharp glance from the stage eyy.
cos we were like laughing so loud at her laa cause nobody invited her and
she was the first one to get the cake. just because mrs koh were gna
compliment her on smth. wadeverrrrrr.*giggles!* then she even scolded the
girl 'SLOW' who wanted to take photo of her and mrs sally thang. excuse you.
mind your etiquette.

party time! the best thg is we didnt hv plates! lucky some brought
small lil plastic bowls for nic's bubur cha cha. lol! sheer romance, uhuh.
ms faten complimented my cookies; lol she said mine was like from shops.
hahaa! thanks to farina's recipe. it turned out different from urs anw. lol
excluding the hugeness of mine. then i told ms faten to bring the leftovers home
den she was like oh no. its too heavy. then i told her i lazy bring the container
home and that i'd alot at home.(with smily face) she was like okayokay, i know
u hv two cute, soft beautiful dimples*ahemmssss*
(telling me to stop smiling anw lol)

after school was great. farina wanted to run for the bus but i was kinda lazy,
i need some peace walking here. so dunt interrupt. lol. i told her to run for the
bus if she wanted to but i wunt. sat down there, enjoying the peacefulness
of the weather. ah gorgeous. then, there come jihan and the crocs girl oh my,
i really cldnt believe my eyes. lol. then we had fun just now though we had 2
lectures. one of which was damn long. curse you matthew for coming late. lol.
u hv such gorgeous pretty eyes but ur not handsome at all. ok anw, i was
grabbing psp's hand cause i cnt stand this kinda talk. *teraser sia*
woah she talk, talk. for once i cld cry but then she repeated the same thg over
and over again which irritated me to the bones. the first one like whatever,
ur trying to say we're bad people is it? screw you laa. and there's totally no
connection with ****. i know u meant good but rephrase ur stuffs laa.
i had such fun time with ms psp! our june hols vandalism gone, totally gone
cept for a tiny winy bit. efficient cleaners i suppose. that place, memories man.
we were walking ard here and there cos it was too cold and we needed heat.
tried all sorts of ways but it didnt work. lol. very funnnnnnnnnn laaaaa!
i wunt go home until u wld. its not naughty, its concern. lol. later u get lost how
right and confirm u wunt call me if u were to get lost. haha. so its best for me to
stay there and watch u cross the roads=DD yay and sorry, didnt know there
were ninnyhoos here. ilu truckloads. all the best for ur N's okay? go psp!
lovelovelove you! some people slays me off totally. used my stuffs without any permission. im sick of it laa

sparks

2006-08-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

heyyhoo. exams are over. nah its not a yay. cause im gna fail maths
this is the first time i didnt complete my paper. and its not just one
or two questions, its 4 questions. and even if i'd completed the rest,
i doubt all of them are correct answers. i lost like more than 15 marks
alrdy. *sobs, i wna cry.* i dunt wna fail maths cause its one of my best
subjects. argghhh. and anw, first time, adwyna didnt cry. she was calm
all the way. geography was fine. managed to answer most question.
oh we had PE today. it was damn fun. played soccer. adwyna is a great
player apart from farizah(duh!) eng compo was fine, but i wrote craps.
im sure to get low marks. eng compre was easier than the test. i hope
i pass, oh pls God! history and bio, okay laaa. malay was hard! damn
tricky. i hate it laaarhhh!

aniways today had such great fun. my arms are gna break soon due to
carrying a pile of books. urgh. it was such disaster in bus 3. we had to
stand! lucky hv nabila and fidah who followed us home. nabz helped
to tap our cards. hahaa! the books almost fell la. my hands were trembling.
lol. then went to buy ingredients for cookies. we were such pathetic girls.
counted the amount wrongly and we were like idiots fishing out money
form our pockets. hahaa! all the syillings came out. ahahaa. at mac was
hilarious. damn hilarious. credits and salutes to FIDAH! haha she cracked
such jokes with her slumberness. it wasnt meant to be a joke but it was so
funny that we almost choke on our foods. lol. then otw home also. she met
her primary skl friend in the bus who sat in front of her. then the friend
was like hi rafidah. she was lyk 'saper kau?'(with finger pointing at the girl's
face) farina and me were laughing like mad. then fidah went on 'u recognise
me, but who are you?' the friend was like giving up halfway. ur such a clown
man. and there's other lame things that happen. shant elaborate further.
anyhoos, i hate that fat, faggoty, oily-skinned fuckstard outsider. hvnt u criticised enough? pure satisfaction
in you right? i hate you all my life! ur such a racist bugger who stinks the whole world with your constant farts!
get a life la asshole. go and die. in fact ur soooooo much worse than anyone else. mind ur bloody attitude. not
everyone tolerate ur fucking attitude, mind you. NOT ME! ur such a heartless, smelly creature who only knows
how to criticise others. you're just a pathetic outsider, go back to ur hometown laa bastard. we dunt need you here.

i miss you psp!=DD

oh juliet

2006-08-27T10:57:00.000+08:00

salutes to www.x-heroine.blogspot.com

for picture=D

words of love

2006-08-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

hello honeybunches. my whole inbox gone for good. all my precious ones flew with
the wind. so heartwrenching! urgh. all thanks to my itchy fingers. and now, its left
with just pathetic few smses. how fascinating. its been decades since this happened.
today went to central and met quite a few people, mostly npcc. one of which was
aikha darling whom i've been longing to meet. uhm then farahlina and gang. doubt
she knows me but i do know her so yeah. was hoping to bump into huz but didnt.
awww. aku miss kau laa! hahaa. next year same group okay! =DD
today also bumped into amirah. wei lady, u changed
ur hp no then never tell me. hurhh. be sure to tell me if you read this. =D
anw, fee, plan the girls day out laa. im looking forward to it. oh and yeah, yang lin
is such a sweetie to send me a letter! i was so shocked to receive it. haha. thanks
cutey! how'r you and alif? she even wrote at the back of the envelope
"thank you Mr Postman!" so cute. shall reply it soon! anyhoos, i received such a
shocking news. benjamin quit school. boy, i miss you. what happened to the old
cute you? i just wish you all the best okay. today was snowy in class. freezing
like mad. my teeth was actually chattering away. i wonder how im gna last
in there. so kinda camwhore in class using kimmy's phone. the hoot people plus
jacket chics. i looked like an ugliest danny there. hoho. the guys sweaters were
beautiful! man, rich gigs. okay my dearests, shall start with my history reading
now. so goodbye loved ones.

smooches

2006-08-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

hello world. today is a typical plain day. gazillion of hurrahs for getting the MPR2
for our temporary classroom. we're bunch of jakons. keep changing the temperature of the
air-conditioner. i tell ya, one day the remote control/air-conditioner will be spoilt and
all of us shall be cooked meat inside. and that will be worse than our actual classroom.
hoho. okay thats a curse. lol, shoosh humyrah. and so, within one day, the remote control
was lost and then found again. thats nonsense laa. i was freezing inside. shall remember,
tomorrow, i shall bring my sweater! yeah babey. millions of roar to kim, farizah and nabz
for bringing theirs today and were living in such comfort while i was suffering. anyhoos,
i love kimmeh's puma sweater! and leon's too, lovely. but the sweater made him look much
thinner when he already is. hahaa. sorry leon. so damian's back on crutches and the others
were just playing around with those crutches. lame people. lol. and the female fighting
fish died. i pity you lil cutey. akif and riandy burried it outside and soon, it attracted ants.
i feel somehow disgusted with these two insert name here. man, it is kinda over.
anyway, had such fun time teasing akifarizah. let that skinny twig and the conceited friend
roll their eyes more. how lovely. they're so kental la. shan't elaborate further. finally,
today i had the chance to taste the not nice green apple bubble tea. sorry mimi for
drinking in front of you. ouchdouchie ur ears. awww. it is so sad that you wunt be
blogging anymore. *sobsob* feel free to tell me anything okay. cheers pretty lady!
okay honeybunches, im off to my sofa! iloveyou people=)

do you miss me too?

2006-08-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

hello gong-gong(as quoated by mimi), sumos and butt ugly martians(by farina)
such lovely names. hahaa! farina heard what i said wrongly and she assumed it
to be sumos when its supposed to be 'sombong.' & she thought i said insert name here
a sumo. im not that mean lady. and please, im so not an expert in singing the 'butt
ugly martians' song okay. such an embarrassment. that was last year and fancy you
remembering about it when ive long forgotten about it. anyhoos, np wasnt such a
brag today though farina and me complained SOOO much. played cap-netball all the
way. so tiring( like as if i catch the ball)we tricked the people saying that we werent
coming for npcc and pretending to go home with our bags. lol. they happily believed
and satisfied with that answer we gave and walked away. ohh myy. like hello, its us,
farina and humyrah. since when have we skipped npcc though we very much didnt
want to go? it was just mere complaints. but do we still have a choice? we sacrified
ourselves for np *chuckles* it looked as though you guys haven't known us long enough.
hahaa. and i got a chocolate from ms ku! wheeeheee! cause i got 100 percent attendance.
that shows it all. i complain a lot saying i wunt go and dopeshit stuffs, but still, i went
and never missed any single training! how commited i am, im surprised. still, i had
fun at the end of the day except for some unforeseen occasion. sooo yeah, well done
humyrah for putting up with all this and other people's shit. and i fast today and
farina fall out cos of dizzy-ness. then break fast at bedok. yummyyummy.
i miss you prettypretty psp. miss me? hoho=DD okayy thats it. im off to bed!

am i okay?

2006-08-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

im totally annoyed. stop going back on your words
can..? pleaseeee. i beg of you. i need time to study ya
know. i really need. i dunt wna flunk any of my papers
though im already on the verge of it. please, God,
help me! its just so irritating okay. im totally gonna
grow white hair, sooner or later. im so stressed up.
im just wondering, why is it only us who trained so
hard while others do not? they're like bunch of relaxed
people. and hey, the things that needs to be done
are over. so whats it with you guys? why make things
effing complicated? just drop it will you?

promotion test

2006-08-19T17:58:00.000+08:00

currently im feeling extremely tired. yeahh. no doubts
after promotion test. and guess what..? they tested both
drills and campcraft today. and it is soo unfair, sec ones
didnt hv to do lashings! while last year, we did okay.
haha ok lucky for you people laa.

so woke up at ard 5.50. met my 2 bestie. haha. fairuz
and farina. yeah we went early cause we wna learn
campcraft with ncos. but when we reached, sch gate
hadnt open so the people were lyk sitting outside the gate,
studying. HAHA! lcp and cpl separated. grhh. so we were
with the sergeants. yeah we did MOI first. roszian ma'am
and zhong yi sir tested us. the rusuk senjata was cool!
i love=DD ok, i was pathetic la as usual for MOI. i didnt
fulfil the criteria i suppose. *sigh* then aft everything, we
joined lcp for drill test. so they divided the squad into half.
me and 3 musketeers had hakim sir as the tester and nyz,
fai and iddy had liqi ma'am. ok it was nervous. i didnt do
any mistakes for my commands. woohoo! but i think it was
soft as usual. *roll eyes* haha hakim sir i didnt fall for that
trick of urs! i didnt put my hands down before you do =DD
ok then lunch from 11 till 12.30 sooo tiring.

so now its campcraft. again, roszian ma'am tested me for
knots. so long. yeaa. i didnt get my timberhitch functions
right but i think its correct, so whatever. then went on with
tentage stuffs. fortunately, thank god it rained or else we wld
hv to pitch the tent under hot scorching sun and i cnt peg for
god sake. campcraft is ruining my hands i tell ya. ok did the
tent-guy and bowline in the ring. i got it right..=) then jess
tested me on the right way of pegging. again, its right. hahaa
thats chicken mc dodol laa. but i hate lashings part. its crapshit.
and pity the sec ones, they had to wait for sec 2s. at least thats
better when they dunt hv to do it. hahaa quite fair but still
unfair. they need to wait for bersurai. hahaa. ok i dunoe how
to do diagonal lash but some sort got it right. the rest was fine
but wasnt tight. and the theory part is difficult laa.

we wasted a lot of time today! like they asked us to fall in 12.30
but the campcraft things were ready ard 1 plus -.- and had to
wait so long for ur turn. but nvm. then we did cheers and stuffs.
okay and then its GOING HOME TIME! 7 plus- 4.15 in sch.
goshhh! ok toodles now. i miss my psp! i did my best and i
hope for the best laa okay. may the best get promoted=)
GOODLUCK

goodbye world.

2006-08-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

im suffering from deprived teen hood.
life is sad, totally. im tired, dead beat
if ya'll wanna know. whats with all this
tests and tests and projects in such a
wrong time? and to rub it in, promises
and promises. u want us to fulfil that
promise but u urself hasnt done that.
the only thing u know is breaking
promises and torture us. mannnn.
*sigh* my brain juice aint working
for any tests and i bet ya i'll fail every
single one of them. malay is alrdy on
the verge of failing. daarn. im totally
doomed. and science was horrible
today. ok thats it, i miss my darling!
kisses of love to you(=

grins

2006-08-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

hello jinglebells. i cut my fringe and i like it 'cept for this one
part. im gna fast tomorrow despite having npcc. gotta start
paying back now since fasting month is near. uhuh. superbly
fascinating during bio lesson. went to the lab to do some
experiment abt this classes of food. uhuh, yeah then, we
were doing this experiment on fats. had to add this ethanol
solution in the test tube. so i gave way to nabz and she
accidentally squeezed the bottle of enthanol and that ethanol
thgy left a big patch on my shirt but bottomline, the ethanol
got inside my mouth! it tasted YUCKS! *faints* and my skin
was so itchy. oh and i was totally amazed when i saw the
purple solution(= had incredibly fun time experimenting
that purple solution; adding more and more biuret solution.
haha amazing. and the peanut experiment is major gross.
anyhoos, lets say all the best to those talentime participants.
goodluck to my dearest and bitches=DD

the lousy feeling's coming again!

2006-08-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday was uhmm. i was like a mad lady.
cause farina made me one. we were talking and
talking abt something and we talked and talked.
then there was one time she was like
'WHY?WHY?WHY?!' i get so annoyed and pissed
cause very noisy lah. so i really screamed at her
'WHY?!!!!!!!!' and i guessed salamahafifi and gang saw
us. *paiseypaisey* it was at the canteen fyi.
then suddenly tears started to roll out but wasnt obvious.
only farina knew everything=DD ahaaha. u laaa made
me cry. hurhhurhh. i soooo dunt wanna let them out can.
so sad laaa. whats gna be of us..? strangers..? pretenders..?
i dunoe. i was dreading npcc cause i wasnt really in the mood
after the 'WHY?!' thgy. but afterall, it wasnt as bad as i had
expected. practised promotion. and i was going all oh shit abt it.
cause i tot i said the wrong command. hehee. i need to project
my voice. but i cant. its alrdy the max laaaa! howhowhow?
and farina, fancy u laughing like that time! hahaaha.
ok anw suara baguuz. it was okay laa. just that
not many audience. pathetic! and so the champion was mudd.
followed by zul and shane. yeahh thats about it.
and finally, mission accomplished. we bought them alrdy(=
YAYYY! and thanks for ur ezlink case=DD
i'd really want more panties! *winks* okay with love, humyrah-

photos

2006-08-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

here are some of yesterday's photos.

im guilty. i feel so depressed.
i feel so hopeless. i feel so sore inside.
gosh, my life is so darn empty.
i just need to let out 1 million tears.
forever seemed to last just a second.
perhaps i'll just smile at your way
and pretend that everything's okay.
you, that exceptional one, take care.
my heart crumbles-

loves and kisses

2006-08-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

heyhey. hooorahh. happy national day bloghoppers.
we wore red today, yes red(= okay that red shirt designed
during art class. unfortunately, my group has uhmm. ugly
design compared to others. bleagh. hahaa. but it was fine.
there were people from uniformed grooup who marched. and
elsen, u were great(= heehee. normal lesson for the day.
yeps, we celebrated jihan' sweetay belated birthday.
choc cake, thanks to wahidah. then we moved on with
cca commendation day. 3 cheers to sirs and ma'ams that
received the awards. you were great and yeah, u deserved
them=DD so after that, again, we had to do area cleaning.
lucky it wasnt as bad as hai carnival. we were released ard
20 min aft cleaning up. (=

then, i met elsa, min yi, lilian and gao ning to go joelyn
and yanglin's chalet. ahaha. i was very stupid. i could just
meet them at downtown there straight aft school. but
instead, i go and meet them at park view's bus stop and went
back there again. stupid liao. hahaa. yanglin and her boyfriend,
arif i guess? so cute! cutest couple. both short and cute.
yanglin has outgrown me! so unfair. i need to jump everyday!
then we play-play inside. jump-jump and take pictures. very fun
laaa. yun qian pretty as always(= hahaa. oh and thanks to
joelyn's sis and the bf for the food. so sweet. ok then after
much delay, finally we went back home. elsa and me waited for so
long. hahaa. so we decided to walk back home instead of taking bus.
we sent min yi to bus stop den lilian, elsa and me walked home.
lilian insisted on playing the swing at the town park. but we
refused. its late my dearest. hohoXD. so finally reached home at
2130. it feels great to reach home.=P i miss you guys a lot man.
UR THE BEST PEOPLE, love u honeybunchs! i love yanglin! =DD
i love elsa too! smooches, we'll hang out again okay sweeties!
ok now, toodles!

rewind

2006-08-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

i was cleaning up the house then i came across
some old photos. hahaa.

thats my elder sister; diana

Thats me. ohh. see the pen mark there..? i scribbled on it. hahaa

and this is my lil sis; syira. so cute!

with love

2006-08-05T14:52:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings. im soo tired of all this laa can,
only God knows what i feel. *sigh*
okay anihoos, yesterday nothing much happened.
yadaayadaa. oh music was crap. dopeshit. whats
with all this stomping. its not getting me anywhere.
i hate music lesson! then uhrmm. ohh. our noticeboard
was 'oh-my-gollywow.' the girls took down everything
last minute cause we found it plain and uhm. ugly. yeah.
sorry guys! no choice. gazillions of apology to u guys!
u shld hv seeked our opinion before putting up all those
decors. REALLY! OH MAN. we could've done better.
so in the end, last minute work doesnt work. it looked
messy, but a lil nicer though it doesnt hv got to do with
spore. kimmy and izah sprayed the heart. the effect damn nice
cause the colours run down. lovely. if only the
background was full of hearts and if its GOLD!, or other
metallic and striking colours, it'll look gorgeous! ughh.
then they re-do the Singapore 41 bday. kimmy and ina thought
of a poem on spore last min and sprayed on the notice board.
the poem was nice laa(= ahaha. yeahh. then while waiting
for jihan and fidah, ina and me went to see sec 1s.
they had training. mann, had to join their squad for awhile.
wei kang asked me to do MOI and teach them langkah ke hadapan.
scary la. i was about to give them waterbreak, den mimi called.
hehe. u saved my life(= so in the end i didnt do. ohhh and yah,
i smsed her. hoohoo. my fingers trembling when i wna send it.
im scareeddddd! ive nvr said this for long, HLUL AND TLOL TO
PSP(= i'll keep ur heart, ur small note, the wallet,
the 'humyrah' drawing always okay? loves and misses!

2006-08-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

perhaps its better this way..?
u can concentrate more on ur studies.
right..? uhmm. i dunoe. im longing for everything
that is before. sorry, im weak. i cant tolerate
anything though its minor. im sorry. im sorry.
im unlike you, strong and patient. always
putting up with me despite my bad attitude.
ur always the good one. thanks a lot(=
thanks, thanks! thanks for everything.

anw today np is super-disgusting, super-eekyyucky!
haaha. smellyjellies. wet-twits. took a long, nice bath.
i smell lovelyyyyyyyy(= got a card from WCIs for drill
comp thgy. i didnt really hear what HuiPing ma'am said.
dunoe smth abt anti smth smth. oh just now was super
embarassing, paisey. haha. during bersurai, i wasnt
concentrating cause i kept coughing and felt a lil bit
giddy. den weikang gave the command to turn to the right,
but i turned left instead. omgg. tsk3. suddenly that
time, my left seemed to be my right and vice versa.
then i looked at hakim sir * mouth open wide!* and he
looked at me. * mouth open wide!* embarrassing man.
ohh and im so scared for MOI and promotion test. *sigh*

this coughing thgy is really killing me!
ilu and imu!

2006-07-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

man. im so depressed. its so hard to adapt
to this 'new environment'. its driving me
nuts. to you, im sorry sorry sorry sorry.
plsssss. im so soory. im gg crazy laaaaa,
it really scares the wits out of me to use
'dear', 'sweet', 'darling', 'honey', 'sayang'.
andd all those. i mean really. my hair stands,
i've goosebumps all over and my body shivers,
my teeth went chattering. no kidding. im really
scared. im really frighten.
goodbye.

wilted

2006-07-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

the memories seemed to have drifted.
the moments seemed to have died.
my patience seemed to have worn out.
my heart seemed to have torn.
why must this always happen..?
but this one, is the worst.
i live in fear now. im tired of wasting my tears.
thanks, i love you.
okay enough blabbering

GNHIORJGIEORMVPOSEVMAPOEXWDIHJDIFO

inter-class 2006

2006-07-29T12:30:00.000+08:00

congrats girls. we managed to clinch the FIRST position
for this year's inter class capt net(= SCREAMS AND CHEERS!
IM PROUD OF YOU ALL. wooohoooo. we played well.
no conflicts, keep it up people!
first game with 2e4, izah fell. glad she was all right.
2E1 also hv the best, encouraging, loudest supporters!
yeahh baybeh(yucks!). *applauds* ohh and yes, thanks
to the 2E1 class shirt i suppose. they managed to identify
the members easily and that is team spirit. HAHAA(=
fidah took my place cos i was sick. hahaaa. i guess if im
in, i wld play badly as usual.

to my dearest guys. dunt be too disappointed. and dunt
blame urselves too much. u guys and crying doesnt click ok..?
handsome-handsome cute-cute cannot cry. not nice you know.
so shocking seeing u guys cry until like that. my deepest
sympathy. but hey, no doubts that 2E1 guys are the BEST
soccer players(= u guys rawk!! i can see that nic was
trying his best to cheer u guys. hahaa. so guys, dunt dwell
on it too much okay..? make sure u guys smile on monday!!!

ohhh. superb yummilicious ice-creams,chips, pizzas and cookies.
but too bad, wasnt feeling well so i didnt eat much. iddy, ina and
jihan are monsters! they finished the whole tub in just
a few minutes while nyz, fai, siti and me still left with 1 and
3 quarter tubs. nutheads. lol. it was icy cold laaaa. and yeah
im gna get low marks for geog and idioms test.=/
i love mimi!as always..[= ahahaaa. have fun with my sweater. =P
ur my medicine sweety! smooches-

honeyed

2006-07-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

today is super annoying day. super whatever day.
super tiring day. super nerve-wrecking day.

someone, please knock some sense into her.
its so obvious. quit acting/pretending cause you just
cant. it just pisses me off. totally. i dunt mind that
attitude of yours but please, its just too obvious. and
dunt need to pass such remarks and fake smiles to me or
rather us. its merely for covering your skin.

eng was rather interesting cause there's a trainee
teacher who went into our class. first time, eng was
quite fun i guess. cause we did lame stuffs. abt adjectives.
we had to paste a paper on our backs and supposed to go
around the class and get people to describe you by writing
adjectives on that paper. how entertaining.
and this is what i got.

today PE was great. played volleyball. kimmy,
i've phobia. hahaa. ur so dangerous! lol.
chill man. and Napfa test. almost got a 'D' for
sit and reach. but got a 'C' instead after the 3rd try.
hahaa. APPLAUDS. lol. managed to get all 'A'
except standing broad jump 'B' and sit and reach.

aniway. tests and events. white hair is growing soon.

27 July(Thurs) - History Test/ Maths Test/ Baking Cookies
(Darn it, its just hello pandas ass. i could
buy packs for you if u really want it. fuckstard)

28 July(Fri) - Geography Test( better be tmr. quit postponing it!)/
Drill Com Ice-cream Treat(=/ Class Celebration/
Inter-Class(i cant catch the ball damn it! ugh)

31 July(Mon) - Malay Oral( wish me goodluck!)

1 August(Tues) - Karangan Test: Impian =/

2 August(Wed) - Bahasa Test: Kata Ganda =/

backstabbers, immaturity

2006-07-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

oh yeah yeah. its the same thing over and
over again. not surprising. as expected.(=
people with immatured thinking shld just
live in their own backstabbing world.
u see, they're people that can't socialise.
i thought they'd repented. oh well, they
proved me wrong. they still living in that
kinda low-class environment. tsk3. arent
they even tired of it..? oh well, i dunt think
so since its their habit. it'd grown with them.
once they socialise, they'll backstab one
another. how cool. this is entertaining.
they're like so desperate to be in the
popularity list. well they are, but are categorised
in the group of 'Sluts and Bitches as well as
Backstabbers.'yeah. and i guess they're like topping the
list everyday without fail. yeahh. applauds to them.
*CLAPS* they've got themselves GOLD award for it.
seriously they're lame people. and what, accusing me
of being a stealer and act cute. for god sake,
i dunt act cute. well, see urselves in the mirror.
and u wna be whats-that-called emokid-shit. *YAWNS*
noe what lil kiddos, thats typical. oh yes,
i shall quote what you said earlier on
'no originality. at least we've got our own style.'
yes knives and blades for you,'emokid.'
search your conscience before pointing out at others.

lovely

2006-07-23T13:14:00.000+08:00

3 cheers for hscnpcc!

2006-07-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

im sooooooooooooo happy. hsc npcc rawkss!
in the end, after hours and hours of training,
our efforts were paid off. woooohooooooo.
im sooooo happy. this is lovely. ahhh, gorgeous
feeling. ((= it feels good. woooooh.
i loveee it! we emerged 3rd for standard drill,
1st for fancy drill and finally, 1st runner up for overall.
congrats to prcs for getting champion.
u guys were great!

okayy. friday, our last training, we were sooo
tired and blablabla feeling. getting scolded
cos our standard as well as fancy werent good.
didnt expect such great result, ahh we rawk totally!
hai sing rawks big time!

special thanks to those involved.
HOs - Zhong Yi
CIs - Hui Ping, Li Qi, Sharmaine, Roszian
VIs - Hakim, Qing Long
Ex-ncos - Shahidah, Syamimi, Felix, Zai
Ncos- Sec 3s(=
and us, cadets. APPLAUDS(=
and yes, thanks to astroalson who helped us a lot!
my apology if ur name isnt stated or spelled wrongly.

we are lovely, beautiful people dunt u agree?
lol. okayy. we went to evss for the competition,
everybody was so anxious and nervous. shaking here
and there. our standard according to sirs and maams,
it was hell good. unexpectedly. i did horrigible
mistakes. my apology! then our fancy,
WE WERE THE LIMELIGHT. its great to be the last to perform.
we got all the ATTENTION(=. then evss used the same song.
but lucky, we mixed the song(= clever us.
then everybody was cheering for us when we did the sway
song and barney. thats the best. the judges were having fun
too esp the one that looked like ms karen ng. nyahahaa!
then when we ended, we got loud cheers from everybody,
esp our supporters. hahaa. we got the loudest supporters.
other school very not loud. heheeee. we got hyper tooo.
we sang hymn songs, did cheers. we were the center of
attention, duh. then got one school behind us, depressed,
morosed people. i love that.

i hugged my PSP and others.
hehe so nice!!! i wna hug u again laaa dear.
i wunt forget the feeling when u hugged
me just now and before cc comp! anddd when u held
my hand when i was bleeding. *smiles*
zai was so nice to hug! it was sooooooo unforgettable. *tears*

prcs standard and fancy rawks!
they were sharp and fast. their fancy. HOTHOTHOT!
woooh melting inside out. lets go bollywood people.
sunglasses since last year. i loveeeee them! u deserve
that gold people.

next year, we SHALL beat them! yeahh!

thanks for this card, i'll keep it always!

and yes, congrats to mariam shazana
forbreaking national record in long
jump(i guess)im proud of you girl!
u made park view shine(=
u rawk honey, keep it up. cheers!

my mood medication

2006-07-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

hey bloghoppers. yadaayadaaa. nothing much happen lately.
just some conflicts here and there; which concerns blogging.
i think i wna set this blog on hiatus if i happen to blog
abt smth negative. then i'll go create a personal blog.
i'll blog everything there omg. i wunt bottle it up
and let it rot in my heart. at least it helps me feel
so much better, agree..? cause i dunt know to whom i could
share all my dreams/stories/hatred/love/secrets to. certain
people cant be trusted, u see. they'll go ard telling ur secrets.
andd i hate putting password on my blog. soo annoying.
or maybe i wna put password on certain blog entries.
as in, u can still go to my blog and read my entries except
for certain unless u know the password.

anihoos`, i had nothing better to do and decorated my lovely
journal. here are some pictures. of it with christopher vine's
bookmark. say hello to wonderbras and knuddy pants!
not forgetting, pumps, roses, nail polish, lipsticks and
clutch bags. hahaaa. its girly stuffs.
squint ur eyes, and u'll see ur name there, dearestdarling!
i love u too much dear. (=
ohh and like i say, no matter how much you love me,
i will still love you more.

some of the nicest pages.

2006-07-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

THE VALUE OF A WOMAN:
This couldn't be said more beautifully.
Be careful if you make a woman cry,
cause Allah counts her tears.
A woman came out of a man's ribs,
not from his feet to be walked on,
not from his head to be superior over,
But from his side to be equal,
under the arm to be protected
and next to the heart to be loved.

i find the above true. (=
we woman have value u knoww.

A Gift To A True Glamour Puss-Red Dancing Shoes

to people, Hello.

2006-07-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

im back to blogging.
woooh. today's chemistry lesson is so interesting.
gossiping and bitching yeah..?
lol. incredibly amazing. screw that bitch!
i almost went bonkers when i heard that she was gna teach
us again. seriously, i nearly cried. i cant live my days.
spare my life man. if it does happen, i'll transfer school, i dunt care.
i dunt wish to become a mental case. i cant concentrate in that
kinda condition; studying in fear..? crude much.

drill. oh -fancy drill. i enjoyed it. hahaaa. it was fun, yeah fun.
but i cant concentrate if people is watching. yeah, i mean i just
dunt like the limelights. particularly, im in front of the judge.
hip hip hurray. i am so scared! michelle shares the same feeling
with me(= at least we got each other.

shahidah is a smart lady. ughh. im so envious. her A maths is
considered good ya know. its totally hard. i flipped through her
file. i dunt understand a single thing. hahaaa. her handwriting
is super nice! like the 'Charmed' font. coolshit. hahaaa.
all right, stopping here for noww.

screw him, the yacking duck!

disastrous new term

2006-06-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

to my dear friend akif. please be alright. please be okay.
im soooo worried and scared for you down here. i can imagine
that pain ur feeling right now. i very much did not expect this
to happen. and its the first day of school. how much worse could it get?
but i think, i must applaude you for being brave. i really really really
pity you a lot. hope it doesn't affect your old head injury.
god bless you alright? get well soon!

im STRESS. yes. the terrorism project is not getting anywhere
at the rate we are going. and that syafiq still havent sent the
storyline. damn. how are we gna proceed if he doesnt send it. and
fancy him ignoring ina's sms. how irresponsible is that. and the two
girls give pictures that are irrelevant. and hey hello, no offence to
this but its such an easy job. since u were doing the pics, me and ina
gave u the easiest research and this is what we got? so much for our
kindness. they're simply pushing the task to us. and he, is simply
pushing the blame to us. not trying to say that we did the most,
but hell, its true. im not in the right state of mind! *roll eyes*

DAMN YOU!

sweet oh sweet

2006-06-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

bless me with more sweet dreams. im melting inside out!
i love my dream last night. thats the sweetest thing.
how i wish ive not graduated and still am enjoying that company.
the blurness. that soul doesnt even know how to look for words
in the thesaurus/dictionary. wakakaaka. and hey thats reality talk
which doesnt only appear in my dreams. thats for real.
i still remember. and the cheeks turned all the way red.
weirdo. why do i even dream of this. nah its okay. at least
it aint a nightmare. im sooo looking forward to special occasions.
ok enough world talks.

eee. ewwww. yucks. disgusts me right to the bones.
cant believe asyraf and me are up to hanky-pankies.
lol as in we are playing stupid lame games. with
all those mushyhoneyed words. *hairstands*
and we're trying to keep it up as long as we could.
nooo. i cant stand in no more. im purely DISGUSTED.
period.

whoopsydoo

2006-06-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

fancy fancy drill was fun. tiring of course.
we didnt touch on standard at all.
thats the most critical thg. cos sec 2 standard
is like dropping and dropping. everythg isnt perfect
at all. so yeah. and its like so disappointing.
many werent present. its like the longest training
and its such a waste of time cos many werent present.
correct..? yeah i noe it is. then evrythg is like held back.
cos u cant see the real formation and all. and what to improve
or change you see. screw you. and God loves us. it rained and
therefore, like i said no standard. ahaha. then we started late.
yeahhh. and today my cheeks and stomach were so painful due
to laughing at veto, shahidah, zai, wei kang and eileen's jokes.
haahahaa! practically everyone contributed to the jokes.
ahahaa. funny man. veto oreo was so blur. lol. alright.

i need serious shopping! i really do.
im in serious need of clothes, skirts, pants,
lingerie, hair accessories, body accessories,
pump shoes or unique shoes, dresses and a critical one,
a fringe cut and trimming of hair! *smile*

im back, im back

2006-06-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

hey earthlings. im back. woohooo. i miss my new friends,
esp my 3 malay guyfriends in my group. awww. ahahahaa.
okay. they're like so called my closest fren lah in my grp.
cos the rest all chinese. not racist laa. budden they keep on
talking chinese. i think they're like fucken gossiping abt me.
so what the fuck luh. and the guys treated me nicely laaa. (=

okay, i hate that sir man. so damn frigging biased.
gth laa bdh. lame sial ur jokes. look into my face. do i look like
im laughing to ur oh-so-funny jokes? and hey don't ever dare
to scold and humiliate my friend like that. ughh. that really
pissed me off. everybody's enthusiasm level totally
dropped down from there. syafiq! u shld hv come and saved us!
and another sir. fuck u lah. scolded me for my socks.
so extra siah. and hey, i didnt act blur laa. and its not ankle socks
u blind man. its not stated specifically in the kitlist what aniway.
it just stated 'SOCKS.' and those bunch of minahs.
wadever laa. ur not in the least range of 'prettycutegorgeous'.
so please lah okay. look urself into the mirror. and quit
acting like ur so uber cool. man. ur totally not. so pampered.
and the way u tried to get attention is making u look
wayyyyyyyyyyyy stupid by asking pathetic qns. ishkk.
ur just getting on my nerves. but hell what do i care?

the rest was fine. pt wasnt tough.
campfire was boring. cos sec 2s
didnt know some cheers and the song leaders
voice werent clear. esp the one in front of me.
she wasnt even enthu laa. so we got fed-up and
didnt cheer. then we had a debrief and all.
yeahss. tell ya smth. our beds, toilets and water supply
shldnt be taken for granted. the tents uhmms.
anytime, it can be visited by insects of many rare
species. toilet was sandy. water doesnt taste nice.
and food. wowwish. the rations were too many!
tons of them really. and im sick of instant
noodles and can foods. sentry duty arent scary at all.
unexpectedly. greenview people are nice!
shamira and aliah and fatin. ahahaha, they rawk man!

okay thats all for now.

serious talk

2006-06-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

today is such an unexpected day to have such serious
talk while enjoying my sorta last decent meal before
atc. back to my serious talk, my babes and i, were talking
about our past sins and talking about the punishment
we'll get by God. im so scared. really, as in it suddenly
dawned on me that i shld get myself prepared and all.
the world is coming to an end soon. and really, i need
to wake up!

no vulgarities at all whether im angry or not
dunt be rude to mom and dad
appreciate what i hv right now
quit skipping ngaji, at least 3 times a week
quit skipping prayers. important!
quit splurging on unnecessary stuffs
help the needy/donate
be nicer to others/forget their past mistakes to me

man its hard!! goshh.

aniway about that. i shall let it be. i cant say anything else.

tell me, im such a busy woman!

2006-06-13T11:22:00.000+08:00

this last two weeks of hols is totally tiring.
amm sooo lethargic. restless, not to mention.

~~12 June*Monday*- npcc training~~
13 June*Tuesday*- buy all the stuffs needed
14 June*Wednesday*- Amirah darling's bdae
15 June*Thursday*- inter area 8 project/np training/
beach road with np peeps, maybe OMG WHAT A DAY!
hand in compo
16 June-18 June*friday-sunday*- ATC Camp. no, i dun wna go.
20th June*Tuesday*- ~~sec 2 squad np picnic~~NP TRNG!
21 June*Wednesday*- np visit to subordinate court
23 June*Friday*- mayb hv np trng
24 June*Saturday*- 2E1 picnic / maybe hv np training
OMG. so many stuffs.
im going crazy. hw shitty. GOSH!
alrighty. for np, i admit we slack a lot.
okayy. so edited this post. cos i just
talked to alson cutie. haahhaa
yayyy. we love you!

get prepared for atc?

2006-06-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

asyraf. u got me freaked out with all ur ghostly
stories. esp the one abt ur granny. goshh. those
stories, to prepare me for night duty or whatever
it is for atc? man, u've just brought down all my
level of enthusiasm to go there. i was alrdy lazy
enough to go. and there u go having fun, teasing me
abt it.haahaha. but nvm, i wna listen more. entertaining
but scary though. grr. am so not looking forward
to atc. tell me about it. goshh. am so scaredddd.
i dunt wna sleep. cos i scared if i experience the
same thg as ur granny. yet at the same tym, i wna
sleep so tht i wunt think of it. brrr. u experience
quite a lot of stuffs, i suppose. i dunt want extremely
timidshit/oh-im-the-bravest or over-confident/BIGMOUTH!
partners for nightwalks/night duties.
thats just the worst thing to hv. if the timidshit one was
suppose to faint down there, i think i'd drop dead there.
im a *scarycat*. but not like those bullshit type luh or
those that gets on ones nerves. no im not. if i get
those kinda timidshit partners tht gets on my nerves,
i think she'll get a dressing-down from me. (=
those oh-im-SO-brave or over-confident people,
they really need a wake up call. wait till, they experience
it. andd if i get some act big, bigmouth shits, i'd
smack them there. u dunt love ur mouths do u?
fancy u saying all those spiritual stuffs are bullshit
or 'u'll surely experience one there. hahaaa. scary cat'
i'd give u a spanking seriously. if he/she was to say
that, i'd really hope they'll see one and get traumatised!
i cant stand these type of people. BULLSHIT them.

and asyraf. omgomgomg. lucky during last yr's rayer
u didnt tell us girls, abt what u guys saw. i tell u, if
u were to tell us, we'd hv run like mad women,
regardless of our kebaya/kurung, heels and blisters.
well it was during last yr's rayer, as mentioned above,
we wanted to go to our teacher's house. den we got lost
again, for the 2nd time!
and ended up at loyang ville when we were supposed
to go to loyang villa. it was like a row of ghost town.
very2 inside. near aloha loyang i think.
at there, there was just a road separating it from a forest.
it is a long row of houses there. mayb for the rich?
omg. it gives me such creeps. then we found out that we
were lost and there werent any taxis there since
its lyk we're in the inside part of earth? so we had to walk
out ourselves. it was a long, extremely long walk.
we had to past all those rows of unused/deserted houses.
then the guys saw 'her' staring at the whole lot of us
in one of those houses but remained
calm while us, girls were busy being conscious of our
appearances and complaining of our blisters. we're
bunch of scary-cats mind u. and it was getting
late at tht place. i dunoe why. but it seemed dark there.
then the guys(mean asses),cept for asyraf and hykel,
caught taxi and went over to loyang villa, leaving us girls.
then some kind soul, brought amirah, asyraf, hykel and me
to loyang villa in her car. nice of her. we reached there safely
and waited for elle, fee and the rest. ishk. and then, like
imentioned, we got lost twice. and finally this time,
we got the right place BUT teacher went out.
like, hey hip hip hurray? woohooo? 11 claps?
we informed him alrdy. ishkk. we got frustrated.
and then we walked to loyang point. cos its nearby
i guess? cnt remember. then otw there, it started
raining cats&dogs. wowwww. yay! gazillionhurrahs.
the guys again, bunch of assholes, run there, leaving
the pathetic souls behind. we were on heels, pulling
our skirts up while running lyk mad women.
*LOSE FACE* EMBARRASSING! PEOPLE
GIVING US THAT MAD-WOMEN LOOK.
tht tym, i really wished that i was at home or either
wearing jeans/slip on/tshirt!
spare me the embarrassment. i cant imagine
how pathetic we were. bunch of fools hahaa!
nahh. we're gorgeous people. i miss them! awwww

okayy. wish me a goodnyt sleep! asyraf. kool stories
but lets continue tmr okay? hahaaha

crazy bunch of teens!

2006-06-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun/SUPERB! credits to mimi and hakim.
haahaha.crazy bunch of teens.
♥*humyrah/syamimi/hakim* ♥
despite the craziness, we're still gorgeous people. hahaa
ryttttt. unbelievable tht u guys actually went hanging ard
at my void-deck. had a hell loads of fun! lol. naughty bro&sis,
its alrdy 4pm and ur still lingering at my place. haha.
i was shocked when hakim told me tht he wna go to my
place. like are u joking or what? or i thought it was just an
excuse to see his beloved. but he was faster than me,
he alrdy went here to send her. you shouted my name? heh.
i didnt here. hahaaa. kentalan betul. hakim is hell funny.
about the nail thgy. i've nvr heard of anybody doing tht;
plucking the whole nail out. *chuckles&giggles*
mimi said that i laughed like as if i've nvr larffed before.
but hey, its really funny. can cry due to the absolute
funniness of hakim. hahaaa. u guys lyk bro&sis. or sis&sis.
haha. klakarr laaaaaaaa. oh man stop it, humyrah!
lol. cnt help laughing. i dunoe why, but its totally
entertaining. got some serious moment. i listened and
understood everythg right from the start.
though i kept myself shut, i knew what u were talking abt.
cos i dunoe how to answer hakim's qn..?
i was numbed, thinking of the rightest and wisest answer
so that i wunt say anythg wrong. aniways, mimi, nice hairstyle,
nice hair colour, nice fringe ***aww melts***,nice handwriting
and lastly, nice lady. hahaaha((: fun laaaa. i wna hang ard again.
but now, not at my place. hees*
the arts of vandalism. hahaa.
the arts of writing in ur undominant
(is that how u spelled it? heh, i dunoe?)
hand. whoots. aku syg kakak dan abgku!
hahaaha. benny-ish. benny.benny.benny.

*humyrah/syamimi/hakim*

photographs, anyone?

2006-06-04T12:41:00.000+08:00

yes people. just as i promised.
pictures uploaded. even my
ancient ones such as last yr
hari raya's pic. hehe. that
just shows how long i take to
upload. ohh the main cause is
just that im plain lazy, no doubts.
alrighty, here it is.

humyrah & diana

hehee. no comments.

lets go pink people!

i miss my hair..sort of. hahaa

my lil crabby. thats my art btw

i love this pic(:

we went emo people

hehe this is crap

finally, a complete photo of us, four

ugh man. look at the camera laa.

jihan and fidah

(: no comments

scram off u lil sluts down there. ahahaa

farizah has always been my dear(:

rubern {at the orphanage}

other pics later2 can laa.okay?
tired laaaa. alright bubbye

!move on

2006-06-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

i hate you babooney shitbags!
i hate you i hate you i hate you
ohh dooshbags. say whatever
u want. criticise whatever you
want. but i know that u'll be
deceiving urselves. cos in ur
heart, ur opinion totally differs
from you said. u just hate that
person, and wna make her feel
bad right? but oh too bad, shes
not affected at all. neither do i.
spit out whatever u have
to say. cos im not gonna give
a shit abt you. alright?(:
*winkos.* and get this into that
mummified, decomposing
and rotting brains of urs; i dunt
have anything to do with
you at all. criticise me for all
i care. i dunt give two fucks
about it. u know what
baboons? its time for u to move
on and get some life out there okay?
stop all ur craps and be happy.
cos when u get angry, there'll
be wrinkles on ur face making
you look ugly. i dunt
think u would wish for that to
happen do you? mind ur etiquette
okay? ohh alright then,
thats all i have for u, shitbags.

oh today was great.
the arts of vandalism
in emma's drawing book.
her book of inspiration
rawked my life, totally!
so cool. emma's art is
whoaaa, superb! i salute
ya girl. LOVE IT LOTS.
and sorry to vandalise
the two black and white pages
of ur book. hees. entertaining,
i admit it. hahaa. as you can
see, i was like rotting there.
ur book surely did wake me up!

i love my npcc dance cliques!
emma charlotte, carmen,
jihan, farina, nadia, shushu,
wahidah, fairuz, syafiq and joey!
ohh. and the rest too. all of
our names were drawn in emma's
book.(: ugly but its alright. haaha.

updates on oral. it suckysucks
totally. i spitted a whole lot
of singlish chunks. and i was
sort of mumbling to myself.
help me! and i had no idea what
to say abt the picture. oh gosh.
im gna flunk oral, dunt u agree so?
I DUNT WANT! -groans&moans-

and hey mimi dear.
pls dunt say that i surely wunt
believe you. cos i do believe you.
i have every little faith in you.
so please, dun ever say that i dun
believe you. cos its soooooooo
heartwrenching i suppose.
whatever it is, iluiluiluiluiluilu!

some malacca pics, edited version.

farina and me(:

err. us?

thats whad i meant by
entangling(:

my cheeky room mates!

more pics uploaded in the next post.

dooshbags

2006-05-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

ohh irda. im in love with that
'dooshbags' word. hahaa.
kinda cool though. (((:
hahaa.

malacca trip was all about
camwhoring. all those crappy
pics were taken. and duh, i spoilt
them. hehee. entangling was
so much fun. shopping wasnt fun.
cos i didnt hv enuff tym and all those
i wanted wasnt there. it was there laa
actually budden not enuff tym.
i hate it so much. and the jonker
street or wadever u spelled it,
was soooo not my type laaa. cheap
but fugly stuffs. SORRY LA.
no offence but tts my personal
opinion. hehes. cos its lyk if i buy the
stuffs there, confirm i wunt use them.
so whats the point of wasting ryt? ((:
food was yummilicious i suppose.
most of the time was spent eating.
ice-cream was superb. and im beginning
to hate her for those fucking harsh
words she used. it was so not the right
time la to scold and give that pathetic
look. and those catfights were practically
annoying. and she too. following people's
style. oh and get it right. im not trying
to be lyk tht bitch accusing ppl of copying
her fucking low-class style, but this one
is trully annoying. she even said it laa.

am i not trying hard enough?
im just worried kay. for you.
yes for you. now u just relax and
dunt think about it. kayys? am just
hoping that u will quit. cheers my
dearest(:

gazillion hurrahs for surviving sch today!

2006-05-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

heys today was pathetic.
hence, the title of my post.
'gazillion hurrahs for surviving
sch today!'
there was nothing important
going on except for getting
the report book. gahh.
ms faten, i want the chocs
pleaseee!

the starting of the day was
damn frustrating. those
three bitches really need
a hard spanking on their
arses and smacking on their
fugly faces. well, it was during
emergency exercise and it
was effing hot down there at the
basketball court. we had to
squeeze in since the whole school
was there. and damn it, it was like
blazing hot and so, i moved over to
the 1t1 corner since there weren't
anybody sitting there. i needed shade.
then this obese, sengau plus dumb
girl or shld i say a boy, was like
hell cursing me in malay.
' eh satu pompan bodoh ni dah move
plak kat sini. dah express nk jadi
technical pe........'
wtf sial. excuse me, shes the dumbqueen
here. shes TECHNICAL. im lyk express.
who r u calling dumb here? speak for
urself. muker tk sebrape, jgn nk
step jambu. and hello, ur lyk one hell
of a desperate girl looking for guys who
doesnt want u. get it?
to any techs reading, im not referring to u.
im only referring to this pathetic
dumbqueen.) and her vocab
is so limited. hahaa. only know how to say
'eh. eh. eh' tts dumb laa. hahaaha.
excuse me, who wld wna go technical
after studying so hard. she hasnt got
any rights to say that since im older
than her and smarter than her. cracked
brains. no difference from them.
okay now whatever to hugo monsters
whos only an expert in cursing people.
tsk3. poor mannerism. thanks kenneth.
i love ur sarcasm. and kimmy rawks
too! haha. they got nth more to say
and they ended up getting angry there
instead of us.((:

and btw, syamimi pretty luhh.
haha. ur blushing. lol. awwwww.
dunt malu2 laaa. lol. and aniway
sweety, im gna miss you soooo
much!!! take care kay?? hahaaha.
mwuahhhs.iluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluilu.
hlulandtlol((:

poeple im gna miss you.
malacca, malacca here i come?
ohh right. haaha. im kinda
lazy to go. hurh. i dunoe why?

pathetic minahs. dunt need to act
big in front of me. ur just
bunch of conceited PIGS.
bye dumbqueens. hv fun stuffing
urself with fatty foods and be prepared
to tear ur skirts when u get to school
on the first day. im waiting((:

my apology

2006-05-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

to u people,
im really sorry.
im sorry for being too
stubborn and problematic.
gazillions of sorry.

kayy. im loss for words.
am seriously in a deep,
deep dilemma.
but i guess u'll understand
my feelings if u were me.
alright, i decided to let them
be. they like it or not OR jealous
or not OR angry or not
OR happy or not, let them
be. perhaps its better off this way..?
its better for us and everybody ryt?

&& jihan dear. thanks. i read ur
post. but do u think im enjoying it?
obviously i dunt. its extremely
unpleasant. yes, its not worth it. i know
that. i used to not care abt whatever
she said. but now, i cant bear it any
longer. im trying and am still trying not
to get influenced by her remarks. but
somehow or rather, i just dunt understd
how her mind works. shes really testing
my patience. there's limit to my patience.
but hey dear, dunt worry. i know my
thoughts are mixed up. i'll get it sorted out
as soon as possible. i know u guys are right
but its just that, i cant seem to understd
myself.im not trying to spoil anythg.
i dunt want the muteness to last of course.
i want the fun too. im mad at myself.
i've no comments abt me being loved more
than them. cmon, its lyk they're effing
'popular' and many3 others looovveee
them as compared to me. seriously,
i think they have cracked brains.
im really tired of hearing the same old
grandfather stories from them.
its lyk u know its tiring getting accused
like this. and its really hurtful u know that?
im going crazy soon, no doubts abt it.
alright, lets show off the good
friendship we had built
throughout this year. let them
open their eyes even wider this time.
let them be even more jealous of this.
let their SUPER-THICK eyeliner
and mascaras melt.(((:
i guess u'll very much agree to this.
i love u too honeybunch!

u guys really convinced me a lot.
thanks sweethearts. thanks for the
advices and everything.

to farina dear: thanks and im sorry.
like i said to jihan, lets show off
this friendship we had. let them
get annoyed and run off to their
boyfriends; their one and only
rotting partners for life. i hate them
completely!!

get off my back u minah shits!

dear whoever

2006-05-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

dear whoever,
im sorry for taking/snatching/stealing
ur precious ones.
im sorry for destroying ur life.
im sorry for ruining ur happiness.
im sorry for you could not spend
time with them like u used to be anymore.
im sorry for causing a strain in
ur relationship.
im sorry for stealing away those
that i took from you.
im sorry for being the cause of
everything.
im sorry for inviting troubles.
im sorry for being greedy.
im sorry for being a stealer.
im sorry for being a bitch.
but seriously, im really tired
and sick of all this.
i know im the one at fault.
but im tired, really to the extreme.
i understand those feelings.
i dunt mind sharing cos they, too
are my precious. but i know u mind.
give me some peace will you?

stinking bitches, hot photoshoots?

2006-05-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY
TO SYIRA((:
nidda go search for present!
she love stuffs from happy house
and xcessorize(or wdv u spell it)
hehe. ur prezzie later-later
kay sis?? be patient and wait((:

today is home ec. mrs choo
decided to make sweet potato
soup. BUT, when we were
peeling those potatoes, fidah
and fifah's potatoes were rotten.
so were the others. but theirs
have MAGGOTS! tell me thats
gross. and so we didnt make it.
maggots remind me of akif.
he told me once before that his
soccer boots had maggots in it
cos he didnt wash them. YUCKS.
and mrs choo was kind enough to
cook for us green bean soup. i noe
ur nice but i've had enuff of green
beans during np. so yeah, thanks
and sorry. heh.

alright. today is photo-taking.
i looked retarded. my fringe!
irritating but i love 'em! heh!
den for the last photoshoot,
mimi and liana suddenly
appeared. i was shocked. haha??
andd i looked down and smiled.
pukeys. haaha.

okay bitches totally sucks dunt
you agree? they changed huh.
totally i mean. hurhh. seriously
whats happening to the world?

we had np trng. we slacked a lot,
we agree. we had phototaking again!
iwas lyk short duh, so i blended
in with the sec ones. hehehe.
wei kang too!. the sec one guys are
effing cute! haha fun shot was funny.
i was lyk jumping from benches and
then to chairs to get into the right
position. tsk3. ohh! and i took
photo with shahidah ma'am.
my face was fugly and piece of crap.
haha. i had to act blur but
i laughed instead. i got the blur
face right at the 3rd photo.
heheeh.

and my dear dear girl. im so
worried for you. i heard what
u said just now. and i felt so
sad for you. seriously, i dunt
want that to happen. cos
yes i will really miss you
to bits and pieces. im like
thinking and thinking.
i love you!

!mid year dilemma

2006-05-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

alright. today, i officially
got back all of my papers.
i flunked my literature by
just 2 marks. any idea how pissed
off i was by it and to make it worse,
those people just had to go on
bragging abt their marks.
i know its superb but u've
got the wrong person to brag to.
spare a thought for others
feelings cann? urgh. i was
down and whatever abt it cos
its expected tt i wld fail. but
it was so sickening to see others
getting so high. wanted to let some
tears out but decided not to
cos ive got enuff of friday.
andd mr tay made a motivational
speech abt the papers.
'...its not the end of the world.
dunt get too depressed. lets move
on from here and strive for the better
next semester.....'
andd woww. icldnt believe i passed
chemistry and even got tt higher
than bio. wow much huh??
andd geography was too disappointing.
got a b3. expected an a1 though. ughh.
depressing. many2 people got higher
than me. ugh. shh people.

rafidah dear is damn smart. she scored
VERY WELL for all papers. im so jealous!
and akif, zut alors, he is soooo improving.
tell me ur secret pls. he scored higher than
me for bio and lit. boy, tell me ur secret pls!

ohh yes, me and jihan was having some
serious fashion problem. hahaa. she wanted
the Vans shoes badly. i wanted too but not as
bad as her. lol. she went to search almost the
whole singapore for it but cldnt find. i need
unique shoes. please someone. andd i need
a gold puma bag. aww *melt* but its okay,
i got the black one! hehee. belonged to my sis
actually. and she is my shopping partner(:
andd yay we're gna sleep tgt. but fidah is not
in our grp. depressing! its okay gurl, we'll
stick tgt in the day! must must must!

an update of my woollywhiteshit marks.

eng paper 1 - 39/60
eng paper 2 -30/50
eng paper 3 -97/139
maths paper 1- 43/50
maths paper 2- 34/55
malay paper 1 - 48/70
malay paper 2- 72/85
biology- 23/40
chemistry- 25/40
physics- 30.5/40
history- 56/85
goegraphy- 66/100
literature- 38/80

happy bdae sunshine

2006-05-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

farina sweetayy. happy 14th bdae.
cheer up ok? its ur BIG DAY.
the handbag-shaped notebook rawks!
hahaaha. thanks to me. LOL.
okay i wish you good luck for ur
future endeavours. be confident in
doing anythg okay?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNSHINE.

drifting hopes?

2006-05-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

im so down in the mouth today.
depressed and miserable.
disappointed, really.
PMS day perhaps. seriously. i dunoe
what've gotten into my mind, apart
from exam result, that i felt so sad,
disappointed and angry. tangled up!
thanks, u people for cheering me up.
my exam result is disappointing.
and i dun wna receive anymore.
am so not gna enjoy the hols and
malacca trip. i love the times at
mcdonalds just now.(= mimi was on diet.
she didnt wna eat and so we forced her
to eat. and girl, smell my legs.
hahaha. it was fun, really.
den had this np thgy in skl. the siglapians
were friendly. hahaa. the syafiq very
enthu. i realize that people with the name
SYAFIQ are enthu people. i guess laa.
hahaa. and thats it for now.

morning sunshine!

2006-05-18T07:47:00.000+08:00

it is 7.45am according to my computer
watch. just finished helping my mom
to water the plants outside. haaha,
nvr did i realize that watering can be so
much fun. lol. hahaah. and before that;
i woke up at 6.30am to send my lil sis to skl.
morning air is so fresh! xP
then i met syahirah; old buddy.
and we talked&talked. then she told me abt
hafiz and stuffs. aniway hafiz, cheer up
okayy..? at least ur language is superb!
try harder next time:D then went to
7-11. i met faiz. he was going to skl.
ouhh wdv you. step tak kenal. hahaa.
he is still short but at least he grows. (=

alright. at last. finally. im free from exam!
this calls for a celebration. haha. rite. NO.
result isnt out yet. im soo scared. i think im
gna fail literature and chem. and oh yarr.
english. shucks laa. only malay is my
reassurance. pathetic sehh. mid year is
effin difficult. what abt streaming..?
are we gna die..? goshh. andd what the fuck
sehh. im so irritated with both of them laaa.
tak serik2. hurhh. farina and jihan shld
noe what im talking abt. and ms faten.
ishhk. why shld she create a rooming list.?
she can create for the guys i dunt mind.
but not us girls. hurh.

and to syamimi my dear. woww. what
an experience. SCARY AND GROSS.
i pity you a lot. i wld've dropped down
there, screaming and wailing away.
ishhkk. no wonder its traumatised,
shocked and speechless. seramm sehhh.

and ilyas. my condolences to youu.
andd yea ur nick is true.
"death happens to us all we cant
evade it nor can we delay it, so therefore
be ready for death."
his great grandfather/mother
just passed away. aniway
he is so smart. he aced all his subjects.
he got a2 for english and science. b3 for
maths. b4 for lit. and got somemore laaa.
smart. and he said he nvr even study.
ohh wadever ilyas. lucky laa u.
dahlahh dun kembang ahh. hmmphh.

flowershowers<3

2006-05-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

yes. finally sis and me
came to a decision to
get mom flowers for
mothers' day. typical
but thats what mum
loves! she has a thing
for flowers. RED ROSES
especially. haha.
yeaah. so went tamp
and got her flowers.
and i so hate the salesgirl.
mann. unfriendly service
ugh. excuse me.
its alrdy good tt im buying
ur roses. HURH.
sheesh. AHH WADEVER
LADY. go and rot with
ur flowers(=

happy mothers' day!

shitbags.

2006-05-12T13:18:00.000+08:00

after such a long time of not seeing each
other, we met. and ysterday was the
second time this week. well, appearance
based, he changed but as childish as
always; his significance. kinda funny
when i saw him getting scolded by the
guards.

went to cavana to eat. then there was
this guy from outside waving in the
direction of me and mimi. i tot he was
mimi's fren cos i dun recognize him
being my fren but he wasnt. he got
the wrong person perhaps..? and so
while waiting for farina to finish her
food which took forever, they had sex
talk. im not included. crappy; im pure.

and ms faten love my watch. haahah.
she was like so effin cute when she told
me to take out my watch and give it to
her. haha. and yeah, got caught by her
and mr gng for my green peas earrings.
mann. it doesnt bother u right..? there're
like tons of others in school wearing bigger,
attractive ones. oh wadever.

history is killing me.
its just so fateful to get a tough paper.
i love malay paper 2.
it wasnt really hard. quite simple. at least
it cheers me up after history shitbag.

drowned in a world of confusion
where everything spinned round and round

mid year breakdown,?

2006-05-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

ohh akif. happy birthday to you.
hahaa. turned fourteen huh?
dah 'abang-abang'. pukes. ahahaa.
ok aniway stay the way you are
& all the best for future endeavours.
woww so formal..? ahaha. wdv.

okay i touched up on history.
but still cant remember chp 7 and 8.
malayy. aww. have to remember
the peribahasa and stuffs and the letter
format. im just oh-wondering.
why cant the letter format be the same
for both english and malay??
its like hello, confusing.
one with commas, the other one with none.
one with the receiver's add while the
other one dunt nidda put.
&&&&& the worse thing, they keep
renewing the format. just stick to one cann?
okayy im being lame. at least the letter
format for malay is much easier as compared
to eng. uhmms. tmr there'll be malay listening
compre..and i hate it. cos its confusing.
stressed; along the lines of breaking down.

yst went out to eat. den went to metro
at the dolls section. mann. the barbie's
are so so cool. awwwww. i love them
to bits. i love dolls; esp barbie.
i wna buy it! goshh. ahaha.
childish but who cares right?
barbie is the most wonderful thing
besides cool fashion stuffs.

oh farina darl. get well soon. u really
have to. its lyk malay listening compre
tmr. uhmms, eat medicine, go under
the air-conditioner.

in loving memories,

2006-05-06T11:56:00.000+08:00

paper 1 is over.
i wrote pure crap.
seriously, i had no ideas
what to write about.
the topics are boring.
for the descriptive, i chose
abt a school outing.
and i wrote it more lyk a
personal recount.
the section 2 is a letter proposal.
the format oh-great.
i didnt insert the hsc add.
dumbo. ohhh my godd.
praying&hoping tt i'll pass eng.
currently, im worried for exams.
i dun wna fail any single subject
i started on geography, malay and
history alrdy. physics too cos i studied
that for modular .. and topic is abt light.
so yeaa tts all. pathetic. maths a lil bit.
the rest nowp. not at all.

okay then aft sch, did dnt
till 1pm. so surprising to see
the canteen so few ppl ard because
of the election thgy. must leave skl
before 1.30. hahaa. usually, ard 1pm,
there shld be many2 ppl there.

oh yah. man i hate the changes for
the malacca trip. why shld there be 6
ppl sleeping tgt instead of the old 4 ppl.
wtf seyh. absolutely no privacy at all.
i dunt want any fucking extras ard.
eugh. 4 ppl is more than enuff lar pls.
which 2 extras shall we take? hmmph.
i want none. and WORSE OF ALL,
i want no teachers to sleep with us. NOO!
i wna enjoy tt trip wif my wonderful sluts!
and not other fucking extras.

ohh haziyah darl, its okay. hahaah(=
and mimi dear, anythg u wish..
the better one for urself ok..?

mugging

2006-05-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

ohh mugging away.
and wow, i got back some
of the ancient tests back.
english i mean.
and am so disappointed, really.
grammar was a total disappointment.
i failed duh. mann, i ask you
how can a person fail grammar?
and i got a pathetic zero
for synthesis. i think i shld gain
my 2 marks though it wunt make
much difference. we received 2 compre
papers too. got a 5/15 and a 9/15.
well. its compre. whad d'you expect?
oh lucky shes gna take the higher one.
then these descriptive stuff. i got a
6/10 and 8/10. HURHH.
am so hating this. nvr in my whole
life did i ever fail grammar. UGH.
even tt blur pass. am turning upside
down, seriously.

the only three tests give me joy.
physics modular 45/50
geography test 20/25
maths, 76/100
i hate fidah for maths.
ur so smart. hurhh
an 81. unfair, u braniac.
and jihan too. aww u beat me
my 1 mark. -_-

&&&&&& farina.
better scrape ur fingernails
on the parade square today.
MY GODD. U PEELED MY SKIN.
im not ur brother mind you.

i love my FOUR beautiful sluts.
we're gna spend our time away
during malacca trip. smooches sluts. and jihan darl. HAHA to them. get it?xP

2006-04-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

i dunt wish either.
cheers, sweetcakes(:

bestfriends, treasure them

2006-04-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

why bother to fight when
ur once bestfriends?
why do this to her when
she had done nothing wrong?
why make use of her when she
was the one who covers up for
you whenever anybody wanted to
gossip abt you?
why call her all those nasty words
when those words describe you?
why did you betray her times
and times again?
why dunt you treasure the
friendship u guys had built?
whenever u guys got into catfights,
she never fail to wanna make
friends with u again.
so why do this to her?
CURIOSITY KILLS

now i get it.
they're just bunch of inhumans,
unappreciative sort.
heartless bitches. get it?
they dunt deserve any respect.
stop playing around with
those bombastic words u use
cos u urself dunt noe whads
the meaning of it.
typical minah shits who
gets jealous over minor stuffs.
and of cos, dumbwits who
doesnt treasure frindship.
they're just plain dumb.

shes ever so treated like a zilch.
dunt worry, we're forever ur friends
and we''ll catch ur back. cheers girl(=

the four of us made a vow never
to end up like them and we shall
always be the best of friends(=

friendship is priceless.
it can never be bought.
therefore, treasure them
before they're gone.

am doomed, i know

2006-04-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

physics.
its just another version of maths
with scientific terms. no difference.
hurhh. and i know nuts abt light stuffs.
im doomed for physics modular tmr.
nooo, cant fail or its just a goodbye to
midyr. urhh. omg. seriously, the teacher,
her teachings isnt clear. erghh. or.
is it just that im the dumb one and am
just slow absorbing things she said??
well, kinda think its true.
i wld start not paying attention once
i dun get whad shes trying to say.
and am just so panic when she
revised everythg jus now. find out
that i did not know whad shes talking
about. shucks larr. im gna flunk
physics. dnt, of cos. history
source based. i dunoe how to answer
the qn. neither do i understand the
source fully. geog. im clueless
abt the scale thgy.

oh no. i need a wake up call.

&&&joshy dear. ur gna be fine.
this shld teach u a lesson on
behaving urself. andd for ipw,
seriously, we didnt sabotage
y0u. we miscounted the slides.
im so sorry. and kenneth, sorry
for shouting. wasnt entirely ur fault.
so cheer up k?

ina rafflesia, i smell nice!(=

stories of a grrl

awesomity

Running away

oh crap

mourning monday

Enlightenment (yearning!)

The perilous curse,

wors and words

strip my mind

barbie, my love!

A fresh start,

galore,

condemn it all

keep the frown on my face,

SORE

today and the next and the next spell INCREDIBLE.

002

awesome october

paranormal oh scary

make it big,

disco spells sex

glorify the smile,

though it hurts in your heart

hellogoodbye

ramblings

goodbye beloved friends

loves and misses,

hey sweetfucks(:

greetings to all.

happy or sad or pissed?

oh candycanes i love you!

7th heaven!

haze-oh-haze

oh pretty terrible

mugging disorder

flabbergasted.

am doomed, i know

Crisis on the cross,

let's crash,

oh pretty terrible

STRESS MODE:ON.

In the HAPPY state of mind,

pretty survey

pasquinade is love

If looks could kill,

edited by the nerd

Flee the scene,

sparks

oh juliet

words of love

smooches

do you miss me too?

am i okay?

promotion test

goodbye world.

*grins*

the lousy feeling's coming again!

photos

loves and kisses

rewind

with love

wilted

inter-class 2006

honeyed

backstabbers, immaturity

lovely

3 cheers for hscnpcc!

my mood medication

to people, Hello.

disastrous new term

sweet oh sweet

whoopsydoo

im back, im back

serious talk

tell me, im such a busy woman!

get prepared for atc?

crazy bunch of teens!

photographs, anyone?

!move on

dooshbags

grins